Jamie leads me to a bedroom on the second floor, pulling out some of his sweats and giving them to me once I had shifted back, suddenly nervous that we were alone. I took a step away from him, but kept my smile, I knew that he wouldn’t hurt me; yet after living with Dorian I was nervous about anyone. Especially men. It was freaky to learn about yourself in situations like this, I didn’t realise that I was as afraid as I felt now.
“I’m sorry.” I murmur, knowing that I’m causing him stress.
“You never need to apologise for setting boundaries that you are comfortable with, I will respect them either way.” He smiles, ensuring he didn’t move towards me.
“I-I want to be close to you… I don’t know what is wrong with me.” I sigh, flopping back onto the double bed.
The room was different to the one I had stayed in with Dorian, the
I finish the chicken and rice within a few minutes, Jamie stroking my arms and cuddling me the whole time, not once rushing or chastising me for taking too long. It was refreshing to have someone like him, and I can’t help but think this is how all mates should be, this is how the moon goddess should place people together. Alphas like Dorian don’t deserve a mate, he doesn’t deserve anyone.I wonder if he is looking for me, if he knows where I am through the mate bond and what would happen when he arrives. Would Jamie fight him? Would Dorian threaten this pack? I didn’t want a war to break out, but I also didn’t want to go back with Dorian, I never wanted to see him again.“What are you thinking love?” Jamie asks me, noticing that I was frowning.I sigh deeply, “what’s going to happen when Dorian and his men arrive?”“He can’t for
I was vaguely aware of my surroundings as I slowly woke up, the warmth embrace of Jamie comforting to me instantly, I wanted nothing more than to stay like this forever. To feel him pressed against me until the end of our days, but I knew it wasn’t possible and with my bladder pestering me to go to the toilet I knew I couldn’t hold it for long, no matter how much I wanted to.I got off the bed as quietly as I could and peeled myself away from him, quickly using the blanket to cover my naked form as I rushed towards the bathroom, the edge to use the toilet overwhelming. I did my business in use the fresh toothbrush that was on the side, wanting to freshen up as much as I could I jumped in the shower, the hot water pleasing to my aching body.Once I was finished I dried my body and quickly got out, walking back into the room in search of Jamie, wondering if he was awake yet. To my surprise he was still curled up on the bed, h
How about breakfast?" He asks me. "Are you hungry?"i nod my head, a smile coating my lips. "Yeah sure. What did you have in mind?""pancakes?""yes!" I smile, jumping from the bed. "I'll need some clothes then."He bellows with laughter, "I can help you with that."he jumps up from the bed and walks into the walk-in wardrobe, I sit on the edge of the bed and wait, not sure I want to go inside. The memories of what happened at Dorian's still fresh in my mind, making me nervous and unsure. He comes out a few minutes later with a long blue jumper and some boxers.jamie was much larger than I was, so I knew that it would fit, it would even reach my knees, most of Dorian's did the same. I guess I was small for a wolf, but I wasn't sure if that was correct or not because all I had met was alphas and betas, the most powerful wolves.I thank him for the clothes and quickly put them on whilst he goes to shower, my thou
I decide make some coffee for us both and sit at the table, still not sure how to even work the oven, though managing to use the kettle just fine. It was a quicker boil and easy to use. I just hope that other things I’m going to learn are this easy. I’m not stupid, but I think that with everything I have to learn it will take some time to get used to.“What would you like with your pancakes?” Jamie asks me, turning his head away from the cooker for a second. “They’re nearly done.”I frown, not even knowing what does go on them. “What do you like on your pancakes?” I ask.“I usually have syrup or sugar.” He says with a smile.“I’ll have syrup please.” I decide, not sure that sugar would go with food very well.This is all so confusing Kayla, it’s like I’m a newborn cub. I complain, despising the fact that mother kept me out of the l
Dorian's eyes darken, "be careful what you say rogue.""I don't want an agreement, I want to reject him." I say bravely, pushing my shoulders back and my chin up. "I don't anything to do with you or your pack.""it doesn't work like that sweetness." Dorian laughs, "I have already marked you, rejecting me will kill you."I gasp, taking a step back in shock. "No! That can't be true.""I'm afraid it is." Jamie sighs, "it also works the same if you are away from each other for longer than 14 days, you will grow weaker and eventually not be able to shift."I think back to what Kayla told me about feeling weak and tired, my eyes widening in shock and fear. That means that I will always have to see Dorian, he will always be a part of my life no matter how much I hate him."I don't want this." I sob, "I would rather die.""no!" Dorian and Jamie say together, both of them fuming that I would even consider doing somethin
I didn't realise how engrossed in the film I was until it finished, my mind completely distracted by the fictional characters, and I loved every second. The story was good and almost wholesome and I was glad when they fell in love at the end and he turned back into a man. It was beautiful.anton took out the disk and turned towards me, "do you want to get some lunch and then watch another?" He asks."sure." I smile, deciding that I could eat lunch. "What should we watch next?"he leads the way out of the room, continuing to smile, "I don't know, maybe I will let you pick one.""but I don't know anything about them." I protest, not sure if he able to pick a good one.Anton laughs, shaking his head as we enter the kitchen. "That doesn't matter! It'll be interesting to see what you choose." He said. "I'll watch it either way."like Anton, he’s fun. Kayla chuckles
Kayla was excited for the run, we haven’t been able to stretch our legs since Dorian took us from the cabin, and it would be nice to run in wolf form. We met outside by the edge of a clearing, everyone going behind a tree to strip our clothes and shift, meeting in the cluster of trees. I can’t wait for this, running with our mate is a blessing. Kayla howled, throwing her head back. Take it easy on him. I laugh, letting her take over our body. Kayla rushed forward, the wind shooting through our fur as we ran as fast as we could, Anton and Jamie not too far behind us. She howled and cried into the wind, ecstatic that we was free to roam the territory. It was nice that we were no longer trapped in one room and chained up, we could finally have fun. Jamie tackled us to the ground and nipped at our ears, Kayla whining happily as she nipped him back. It was a sight
The Next few days went by quickly, Jamie had bought me loads of clothes and accessories to go with them, I had everything to last me through winter and summer, a complete wardrobe of my own. I wish that I could have brought my clothes from the cabin, most of them I made myself, so they meant a lot to me. I know that may seem silly, but I missed my life, Even though I had Jamie I wished that I could go back to how things were before mother was killed. I had loved growing up in that cabin, not knowing the dangers of the world. It was home, and it always would be.I guess that I was lost without my mothers guidance, I didn’t know how to cope with everything that was going on around me, and I certainly didn’t know the first thing about being a Luna to a pack. Especially seen as I had never seen a pack before I was taken.Jamie had decided that when I return from Dorian’s land it would be time to welcome me into the