Jane P.O.V.
DREAM:“This isn’t a dream Jane, this is you future my love.” The sound came out of a light above us.Noah smiles at me again and walks away with Sophie by his arm. But how can this be my future if the child completely looks different.
“My dear child, sometimes people make mistakes, but Noah made a horrible one. I’m keeping you here a little longer so you won’t feel the pain that it’s giving you.”“I don’t understand, how can the child be different right now from last time, how can this be my future. I’ve just been send away from my room I was staying in.”
“All in time my dear, just know that you don’t have to be so cruel and hard on yourself. Don’t lose hope in the right people around you and most of all, don’t lose hope in Noah. You two are made for each other. You will feel a lot of pain when I let you wake up, are you ready for that?”“What kind of pain, what happened to me?”
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Noah P.O.V.“She rejected me, I think I did something wrong to offend her. But I don’t know what it is.” I look worried at the door and then I try to get up again.“Okay hero, I will go and figure out when she will get out of her coma. I’ll go talk to the doctor but please Noah stay in bed.” Martha looks at me and I nod. I’m glad that someone I trust this much is going to check on Jane.“Why was Scarlett here with me and how did Jane came to the hospital she doesn’t even know where the hospital was.” I look at Levi and he looks mad at me.“Scarlett took you to the hospital after you collapsed right during sex with her…” I blush a little and I knew right away that Levi didn’t approved of what I did. I know it sounds weird me being an Alpha but really wanting the approval of my Beta, but Levi is my best friend and his opinion means a lot to me. When I make dec
Jane P.O.V.When I wake up I’m confused about my whereabout. Then I realize that I’m in a hospital again. I look around again and I can see that Martha is sitting by my bedside asleep while holding my head. I try to get my hand back without waking up Martha. Unfortunately I fail in that task. “Jane, your awake. How do you feel?” Martha looks a little worried but gives me a warm smile.“I don’t know. What happened?” I was still a little confused after talking to the goddess in my dream“Levi and I found you in the basement in the packhouse. We saw that you had a lot of pain so we brought you here to the hospital.”“What about my baby, am I still pregnant?” I look hopeful towards Martha, hoping the goddess was wrong with everything she told me.“I will get the doctor for you, he will explain everything to you.” She got up and walked out of the room leaving
Jane P.O.V. I wake up by some sounds coming from the hallway outside my door. I can’t hear what they’re saying, but it doesn’t sound like a fight. Not long after that Martha comes in the room and has a big smile on her face. Why is she so happy all of the sudden. “I’ve talked to Noah and you will get a cabin nearby the packhouse, so we can still see each other if you want too. Also Noah promised that he will give you some time to heal after everything.” “That’s great news, thank you so much Martha for arraigning this for me.” I feel that I have a big smile on my face, it’s not far from the packhouse but at least I didn’t had to be in the same place as Noah was on the moment. Plus that I could see Martha still was a great feeling, she felt so warm and so sweet to me since I came into the pack. I get that Levi really was happy with his mate. “So when can I leave the hospital?”“As soon as the cabin is ready, you can leave. You do need
Jane P.O.V. Martha and I talked a lot while I was staying in the cabin, she became a really close friend to me. I’ve been walking around a lot in the area and I finally know my way around the pack grounds. I still wasn’t formally introduced to the rest of the pack, but everyone knew who I was. I was the new girl that Alpha Noah had brought home with him from his last weekend away. Everyone was very welcoming and helpful except Scarlett. he was still a real bitch to me, together with some friends she always had something to say to me. I’ve tried to avoid them, but sometimes the just came from nowhere and started to talk trashy at me. Noah kept his word and give me my freedom and space, sometimes I feel him staring at me from far and that somehow give me more and more the feeling that I liked it. Unfortunately I still wasn’t ready to forgive him. The pack doctor had confirmed that I’ve lost my baby’s because of the pain he gave me by enduring se
Noah P.O.V. She is kissing me, she is actually kissing me. Het action surprised me but it also give me the opportunity to react on her action. I grab her by her waste and start kissing her back. I start nibbling on her lower lip, it takes some time but eventually she gives my tongue access to her mouth. I start to massage her tongue with mine, after a while I can her a moan escaping her body. Then quickly after that she steps back. Her whole body stiffened and her face downwards to the ground. “Jane what’s wrong? Did I hurt you or anything?” I was so worried that this was maybe a step to far to soon.“I’m sorry for making that sound, that wasn’t very suitable. Also this is going to fast for me.” “Jane, that sound let’s me know that you like what I was doing, it was suitable. I understand that this is new for you after everything that you’ve been trough. I’m sorry if I took the invitation to fast.” I look at her and I can see that she is relaxin
Jane P.O.V. I was thinking about the possibility that Noah must have heard me the same way I have heard him while playing with myself. I can feel all the blood running from my face. The only thing that I really want right now is disappear. I get up and take my towel from the bathroom. I knew exactly where to go so I could be far away from here on the moment. I put on a dress and walk right out of the backdoor of the cabin. After walking for a while I came by a riverside and put down the towel. After taking off the dress I got straight into the water. The water didn’t feel that cold and with the weather on the moment was the water really nice. Nothing can hurt me right now, I was just here alone doing my thing. I wasn’t close to the pack boarders so it isn’t a issue for me being here alone and just trying to forget what just happened. The more I try to forget the more the subject overwhelms my thoughts. I couldn’t really relax, so after some ti
Noah P.O.V. Hearing her screaming my name a smile forms on my face. Marcus was jumping of happiness in my mind, he could feel Ari and Jane the same as I can now. We can feel her warmth and her love floating trough us, it felt amazing. Also there is a powerful feeling from her aura running through me, I didn’t understand how that was possible because only Alpha’s have powerful aura’s. I didn’t had long to think about it, cause the warmth and love I felt with it fated away. Instead I could feel doubt, anger and pain. Lots and lots of pain. I can feel the pain of her miscarriage, the pain of what her parents did to her, the abuse of man. I had a hard time not showing Jane what her feelings did to me. My whole body was in agony. I can feel Jane freeze under me and quicky I get up and stare at her to find out what is wrong with her. Her eyes are closed and there is a tear rolling down her cheek. I try to feel her but I can’t figure out what is wrong with h
Dean P.O.V. It’s been a while since Jane has left the pack and my father has been in a really bad mood since. After the mating ceremony of me and Brittney we would take over the pack. But my father still hadn’t set a date for the ceremony to give me the title. After Jane left there was still a void to be filled for cleaning duties in the guesthouse and for serving the Beta’s. My father blames the Beta family by letting Jane leave the pack, so they had to fill the void by themselves. It was there problem. No long after I could see that some low Omega was forced by the Beta’s to do whatever they said. I didn’t really care about it anyway as long as Brittney was well taken care off. After some time I also noticed that Romy was gone for days out of the week. I tried to find out by asking Brittney, but she didn’t care or didn’t wanted to know what was going on with her. I wasn’t all that happy with Brittney as my mate, but I didn’t had a choice and on the other hand it’s not the type of