Chapter 49

Avery's pov

I sat down in my bed lost in thought. I had been thinking ever since my conversation with old man Lazarus. I was worried about this training I was supposed to begin with my father.

Training that might change me fundamentally, I was scared of the prospect that I might become someone else, someone who the present me would hate.

There was a part of me that wasn't totally against it though, I mean, the training was supposed to grant me strength and I have wanted straight for a long time now.

Strength meant that I wouldn't be pushed around, it meant that all of my previous experiences would never have to repeat themselves. Strength meant freedom and safety.

But do I need it? I already have safety and the freedom I seek here at my father's pack, what more could I want? Why would I want strength? I was confused between these two decisions, I didn't want to end up doing something I'd regret for the rest of my life.

I stood up and sighed, I looked around the room. I was in a differ