TRIGGER WARNING‼️: ⚠️SUICIDE ATTEMPT⚠️I felt like I had been hit by a train when I finally woke up. My whole body was sore but the pain was gone. I opened my eyes and sat up. The room was empty and I didn't hear any sound. My bladder was full so I stood up to relieve myself in the bathroom. When I was finished, I washed and dried my hands and stepped into the bedroom. I took a sit by the edge of the bed and the door opened. Vivianna was smiling brightly at me. "Good morning" "Good morning" I grumbled. "What happened last night?" I asked. I remember the pain becoming so unbearable. I asked for more medicine but they were unwilling to give and Alfio was saying the pain would be severe by midnight. I was dreading it and I pleaded for more medicine. They obliged and I blacked out after that. I didn't wake up in pain or I would have remembered it. "You had a seizure" I gasped. "You had too many drugs in you. We told you it'll cause some problems""But that was the only way to stop
ALPHA TEIGEN'S POV"I've informed Bladgen and he's out of the pack" I nodded. "That's good""Are you okay?" Landon asked "Yes," I answered simply even though I was anything but okay. I was upset....confused and above all, I felt guilty. I've said it over a hundred times, I didn't care about the human girl. "Arcelia," my wolf said. I avoided calling her name. It made her seem less of a person to me. Seeing her in that condition yesterday flipped a switch in me. I hated seeing her like that. The fear that gripped me tightly as she had that seizure. "Alpha...." I looked at Landon. He was worried. "Are you sure you're okay?" He asked and I nodded. "Just busy""Are you going to the get-together with other alphas?" I shook my head. I didn't have the time for that or the energy to socialize. "You never miss it" "There's a time for everything Landon. Now is not the time for that""So what will you do about Maddox?""What about him?""He still has eyes on our land west of the border an
TRIGGER WARNING: MENTION OF SUICIDE I was surprised when I opened my eyes and found myself in the infirmary. Vivianna was sitting beside me and cleaning my clothes. She was equally surprised when I suddenly sat up. "Arcelia?""What happened""What happened?""You fucking tried to kill yourself. That is what happened? How could you Arcelia? I told you if you needed to speak to anyone, you could talk to me. Why would you try to lull yourself" she sobbed and I stared at her dumbfounded. I didn't expect anyone to be affected if I eventually died. Just needed to escape from the harsh reality that was my life. The door opened and she quickly wiped her eyes. "I came as soon as possible" Alfio breathed heavily from the door. He stared at Vivianna for a minute too long and then he shifted his gaze to me. "Arcelia...." Vivianna abruptly got up and ran out of the room while I stared open-mouthed at the space she previously occupied. "Are you okay?" I nodded. I felt okay. But that wasn't wh
He didn't sound hostile or look at me with a sneer as he said that. I never expected those words from his mouth and I never expected him to sound....so soft. He drew closer and my fingers gripped the sheets tightly. I was scared of him and what he could suddenly do. He must have figured that out because he stopped moving. "How do you feel?" My eyes bulged. How do I feel? Where was this attitude coming from? It made me wary. I didn't like it at all. It would be normal if he screamed at me and threatened me, not asking me how I felt. "Arcelia?" My stomach fluttered. This was the second time.....he was calling me by my name. Not human. It made me feel funny inside. I also didn't like it. The space was starting to feel too congested and I needed to get out of here. I jumped up immediately. "Please excuse me alpha, I'll like to leave""Why? I haven't finished speaking"Ahh. There he was. His normal self was peeking through. He was annoyed. I saw his hands move and I clasped my fingers t
"The alpha sent me here," Landon said. "Why? What for?""This" He held out a small box that was wrapped with blank wrappers and had a pink ribbon. "What is that?""A gift""Why?""He wants you to have it" he continued smiling. No way I'm taking that. "I don't want it" his smile instantly disappeared as I said that. "What? Why don't you want it?""Should I have a reason to reject a gift?""Exactly you shouldn't. The alpha carefully picked this out and wrapped it himself. Even got a few cuts" I cocked my head and stared at him in disbelief. "The thing is, he wants you to have it""He went through all that stress and sent you to deliver it?" Landon scratched behind his ear. "Well.....""I don't want it and I'm not going to take it. Goodbye," I shut the door and returned to my bed. I tried to get some sleep but I was restless. I couldn't ignore this forever. At least not until I know what he wants and why he is doing this. It was time for lunch and I wanted to join Vivianna. I had
I thought Alpha Teigen would have given up after what happened last time but it looks like it increased his determination to do more. Gifts appeared at my doorway, and on the dressing table when I woke up which only means that either he or someone else had been coming into my room while I slept. It made me uncomfortable. I had a mental debate on whether I should meet him about it or I should keep ignoring it. The latter was working well so far. Even Vivianna said nothing about the alpha and his gifts. I closed my room door and flipped on the switch, illuminating the dark room but I screamed in horror when I turned around and saw someone sitting on my bed. "It's just me," he said with a wide smile which made him look beautiful but also creeped me out. "I can see that. Why are you here?""To see you of course. You have been ignoring all my attempts to see you and speak to you for the last few days""I don't want to see you or talk to you""I understand that but I'm not going to stop.
Vivianna was more excited about the dinner than I was. She couldn't stop screaming when I told her about it. That moment reminded me of Imogen and I was tempted to cancel but I didn't. I already agreed to do it. I'll just......never mind. Vivianna went into town to get me a dress. I couldn't go with her because Alpha Teigen didn't want me outside the pack house for some reason he didn't disclose. His words delivered by Vivianna. "You can go out now because of the situation but when things are a lot calmer you can" he didn't explain the 'current situation'. Since I didn't consider the dinner important, I wasn't bummed that I couldn't go out to pick my own dress. A complete lie. I was really disappointed but I had to trust Vivianna to make the best choice for me. She asked me not to clean today but I ignored her and did all my duties. As I was returning the supplies, I had a run-in with Palesa. This wasn't the first time we were bumping into each other. The situation changed because I
We were kissing so passionately and I didn't know when he had shut the door and bolted it. My body was on fire and he was the only one that could quench that fire. Then he took hold of my ass and picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist... stepped back and sat me on the bed. In doing so, he had to step between my legs, spreading them apart. He kept kissing me for a bit and then he stopped and took one step back, as he looked at me with a big smile. He reached out and put his hands on my shoulder, pushing me down and back onto the bed. He bent down and started to suck on my boobs and sucked hard. He sucked the nipples and nibbled on them with his teeth. But he was sucking on them very hard. When he stopped and started to kiss his way down to my pussy, I looked down at him and I noticed he had sucked so hard he had put a hickey on my boobs. Now he was sucking very hard on my thigh, close to my pussy, 'Damn, he's trying to put a hickey there too', I thought to myself. Then