Chapter 46

CALISTA'S POV

"I think we need to go and see a doctor, "I watched and waited for my husband's reaction to that sentence and he looked at me as if that was the first time we had ever met each other and was wondering why a stranger was having breakfast with him.

Before then was this unspoken agreement between the two of us that having a test was just like admitting that something was actually wrong with both of us or at least one of us but being in denial was not helping the situation either if either one or both of us had a problem then we could work on it instead of pretending that everything was alright and faking smiles every day.

Yesterday night I had been unable to hold myself back and I had just broken down completely in tears when he caught me in the kitchen if he had not come a second earlier I would have to swallow down all those drugs and shoved them down my throat without hesitation

When I thought about how many nights I have spent crying softly into my pillow so that it w