Mason. My eyes sprang open. I gathered my laboured breath, puffing out slowly as I felt a tinge of pain in my veins. I quickly shook my hand and realized an IV drip was deep in my veins. I blinked violently, compiling my memory of what happened before now. "You are awake young Master." I prodded my head to the side, trying to gather the almost familiar voice when my eyes picked up on my father glaring dagger at me. I instantly sat up but the familiar voice of the doctor spoke again, “You need to have more rest, young Master." "Papa…?""Kai Kai?” I mumbled, stroking his soft hair tenderly. I couldn't help but curve my lips weakly at the sight of my son pouting cutely. I glared back in my father's direction to see an unfamiliar female image sitting by the sofa. David is standing by the door. The Doctor and a female nurse who accompanied him. I shut my eyes, sighing hysterically. "What happened to me?" l asked casually, not looking in their direction but fixing my gaze on Kai wh
Mason. “A guest? I'm not expecting anyone,” l huffed, dumbfounded with bile building up to my throat. I veered to the side to confirm with David if he had any idea who that might be. "We told him so, young master. And your father gave instructions not to allow you out of your room or even the house premises,” The guard confided. “So how am I supposed to see this guest you speak of?" I trailed off, sprawling back into the bed to return Leo's call. “I will confirm who that is, get some rest,” David said, bowing slowly as he walked out. I slouch on the bed trying to pull the covers over Kai to keep him warm as l lay beside him quietly. "Kai Kai…?"I flinched, orienteering fear as l heard a thud on the wall coupled with aggressive muttering. "You can't go in here!" I scurried to the door as l heard repeated fuddled footsteps bumbling on the ground. I sucked in my breath calmly before opening the door. I dodged immediately as David's body came toward me groggily, staggering at his
Leo. "I'm worried about Kai, he is so clingy to me. Do you mind if l take him home with me?" l asked daringly, even though l knew the question would hurt Mason as his already pale face contorted a totally blank expression. He seems to be under extremely high stress and l could feel my heart torn out bit by bit. Even at the speck of not feeling anything except everything that he is feeling. His sadness, his sizzling anger and that ravaging loneliness. That emptiness calling out to me but I’m so uncertain if l should step in or not. Can l really fill him up? Even though he has made me feel complete since that fateful day we met. My ribs felt maximum and my heart got heavier, beating drastically like my days on earth were longer. Maybe if l could take Kai back home he will be able to gather himself up and recuperate. I don't need anyone to tell me that something isn't right with this house. There is no way a house owner would feel this frightened and scared in their own house. Mason
Mason. I let my back slide against the wall as my leg felt jelly. Weak, powerless and struck with shame. I sat on my hips holding onto the ground with my nails kneading the tiles heartbreakingly. I let out a sob as Leo closed the door behind him. My heart was hit by a thunderbolt as the room became overwhelmingly empty and eerie. Everything suddenly became meaningless again. What exactly am l doing to myself? Why did l allow… Why did l give in to Leo without fighting hard? Without thinking, without consideration? I just allowed him to devour me like that. I brought up my hand, rubbing my lips mindlessly. l fidgeted as it felt puffy and heavy. I went on messaging my butt like the first time when I realised that I wish to be grabbed like that, by a manly strong arms like Leo's. It feels so new, like I'm 16 years old again. Doing the forbidden under my father's roof. Like the moment I knew I longed to be touched and drilled from the inside, the feeling of helplessness.Why should l
Leo."Calm down, will you?" I cuss at Amir, panting uncontrollably. My heart rose up and down, tightening violently and threatening to tear out of my chest.I couldn't stop running! I couldn't even fathom the direction I was heading to! As if my sense of self had dispersed with the wind! As if my entire self had been taken by Mason! As if my life had shifted into an alternate macrocosm and he and I were locked inside! As if my body and soul are ready to risk it all for our mate!It's just a fucking kiss!Fuck fuck!I can't be going crazy over a fucking kiss when I just kissed Roosevelt earlier and got turned on.I can't be going wild over a kiss as if it's my very first kiss but I am. I can't! It's so different! I just kissed my mate! This is what my life has already wanted!Fuck!"Fucking slow down"I hissed, attempting to pull out my clothes gently as my body wanted nothing else but to shift. Amir is not listening to me!I didn't even take in my surroundings. I just went with my i
Mason."Stop throwing things around Kai. Behave, what is wrong with you?" I scold him, trekking downstairs with a heavy towel on my neck to dry my hair.The living room was a total mess and his nanny just stood by to watch him helplessly not knowing how to scold him or if to scold him.The red and blue plush throw- pillows were scattered everywhere on the white tile floor. His different colours of crayons and torn pieces of paper. His books and pencil case were all over the place while he was just running around, jumping and throwing tantrums for fun.Because this is what this is, he is smiling to his ears but a pout is now displayed on his lips."Don't you just stand there Rachel, clean up! What if my father walks in to see his living room like this? What if he comes back with a visitor? Do your job!""I'm so sorry young master, my apologies.""Papa…?""Don't be cute now Kai, you messed up the whole place. What do you think Grandpa will say? He will call you a bad kid.""I'm sorry pap
Leo.I stroll relentlessly to the rooftop after sitting for hours to watch Roosevelt fall asleep.He is such a baby.I wonder what goes on in his head. And I have to say again that there was definitely an untraceable mistake about his genes. He wasn't made to be an Alpha.Probably how I wasn't meant to mate with a wolf.I know he is worried and I would love to make that frown forming deeply on his forehead even when he is asleep to disappear totally. I want to protect him and his Pack too, I mean that is my responsibility as the acting Head Alpha cause I can't proclaim myself to be one as the people proclaim me to be, at least not yet.I place my black hybrid cigarettes on my lips, flickering my lighter to burn a stick. I puff out blue deep clouds taking in the scenery. Watching the whole city from here, cars are tiny. Red light shining even dazzlingly from afar."I thought you quit?" I turn slowly to Zena's voice, trudging towards me in her pyjamas and a pack of can beers in her ri
Mason.The golden morning sun spills into the library, creating spectral dancing patterns on the brown wooden floor. A little ray shading on my face but that didn't deter my attention from the fantasy book I was reading.I blink away the tiredness forming on my eyelids for the umpteenth time, flicking to the next page. Not attempting to allow myself to fall asleep.I can't! Every fucking time I close my eyes I can't help but see a bloody vivid image of that gore sight I saw earlier. It makes my skin crawl. I hate it! It makes me breathless! I want it to disappear from my mind immediately but it's not going.I wandered in here after putting Kai to sleep, thankfully he didn't see that and ran over there because I was shouting.This library has always been my escape place right when I was a child and I would always come down here after dinner after I returned from school. Especially days when my father and mother will be having their usual endless fights, my mother regretting for the nt