33

Sapphire

I wriggled around in my bed for a quarter hour before I decided to get my ass out of it.

Sean promised me that he would take me to Nina's house today. If there is another person that deserves an apology, then that would be Nina. I have been anything but nice to her. She wanted to be there for me. She tried to pull me out of the trap that I was paving for myself. But I'd didn't listen. She tried. But I failed her. I not only failed her trust but I failed out friendship. And I had to build my strength to face her.

Though it is surprising that she is still mad at me even after knowing what has happened to me, I should care less about it right now. Because after all, I am like this because I didn't listen to her.

I had pushed everything away and suddenly my new friends were allied. I left behind everything for them and it is indeed very stupid of me to do that. I deserve this. I deserve every bit of this for the foolishness that I still carried.

Last night was wonderful. The