HUNDRED

LUCAN

Anytime she’s not scrolling through endless pictures of Jordan, she’s either texting him.

There was never a day that goes that I manage to earn her full attention. She’s either always distracted, or drooling over the same guy that can’t be hers.

It hurts like crasy but I have been warned.

This has some similarity with a plane. Before the pain crashes, warning signals are sent to the passengers before the plane comes tumbling down.

It it the same thing with me, no difference.

Cassidy informed me before we started dating that she doesn’t love me and she’s going to try, all the same reminding me she would forever have eyes on Jordan.

Now should I be complaining? After been informed.

I just wish she puts in some effort. I’m starting to feel like some shitty boyfriend.

I saw the sign but still took the lane anyway. I thought she was going to work on this. On us.

It’s been weeks, after all. Yet I see no changes nor upcoming ones.

I never complain, I try to distract her but ne