61ST HEARTBEAT

XAVIER ROCKWELL

Spending the night alone again was somehow a blessing in disguise. I got the chance to lie down on my bed and without the exasperating presence of my mom and Hector, it felt heaven to me. I got the chance to actually make up my mind with the presence of silence that’s there to help me think. It was very much a self-reflecting moment and while I wasn’t expecting to talk myself this much, I may have enjoyed the solitary confinement.

Jordi didn’t hold back earlier and everything that got out of his mouth made complete sense. He was right when he said he forgave me for everything that I’ve done to him and that I should at least give my dad a chance of the same chance that he gave me. I did a lot of unforgivable stuff towards Jordi and not only that he gave one but he basically swallowed his words and gave me a lot of chances. It takes a good heart to give out chances like they’re fly