When I woke up, I still didn’t have a clear answer.
I was more confused than ever. Seeing Grayson stand in front of me reminded me of all that I loved about him. How handsome he was and how even when he was upset, he looked at me like I was the most magnificent thing to ever grace this earth.
And then there was Lee. So sweet and caring. He had been holding on to this crush for so long. He cared more about my happiness than his own. He even tried to break up with me so my life could be better. Who does that?
I wish I could just choose with my head. Compare the jobs and perks I would get from being with each person. But I was thinking about who I could truly see my life being with. The problem was I could see two different paths.
Both were similar. No matter what, I would be financially taken care of. I would have a job. I would have a man that adored me.
Everything I had ever wanted.
***
There was a small knock
Being a child of divorce prepared me for this.The back and forth, the different sides, the snide remarks. Most of all feeling my heart wanting to be in two different places.It had already been a month since we made the rules of this love triangle.So far it was going well enough. I spent three days a week with each boy and on the seventh day, neither of them were allowed to see me so I wouldn’t spend more time with one.Those seventh days were spent with my friends. I had told them the other guy was Grayson and swore them to secrecy. Lulu and Carter were team Lee and Analeigh and Lincoln were team Grayson.That didn’t help one bit.The Wrenfords and Hal were not thrilled with the situation but once I explained if this didn’t happen I wouldn’t marry either of their sons, they got on board pretty quickly.Ninette was the only adult that cared what I wanted the most. Her and Hal were now
I just stared at the boys. My eyes darted back and forth between them.Grayson or Lee?Lee or Grayson?“Um...well.”“You didn’t choose.” Grayson whispered.“No, I didn’t say that!” I exclaimed.“So, who is it?” Lee asked. “Who do you love?”“Both of you. So much. More than anything in this world.”“But you can’t make a decision.” Grayson said. “Scarlett, you promised.”“I know and when I promised, I meant it. I thought with sex off the table and spending an equal amount of time with you both would give me my answer, but it didn’t.”“So what the hell are we supposed to do?” Lee hissed. “This can’t go on forever, Scarlett.”“I know!” I cried. “Just...give me til the end of the night, please.”“My
The sound of hissed arguing woke me up.“She chose Grayson, just let it go!”“She did not, she chose Brantley.”“She hasn’t chosen anyone! We should let her rest.”“I agree with Ninette.” I murmured, opening my eyes.“Oh you’re awake!” Grayson rushed over to me. “Baby, are you okay what happened?”“Honestly? I was terrified and overwhelmed. I couldn't breathe.”“We’re sorry, Scar.” Lee whispered. “We didn’t mean for any of that to happen.”“It was our parents.” Grayson sighed. “We didn’t mean for that to happen.”“I know. But this is out of control, you guys.” I sighed, sitting up.“You said you would have a choice by last night.” Mrs. Wrenford reminded me.“I know, it’s just...I don’t want to lose ei
As the car flipped over several times and we all got tossed around the car, I couldn’t help but wonder if this was all my fault.If I had just done the smart thing and ended things with Lee after Winter Break and dated only Grayson.Maybe my life would be much easier…I slowly opened my eyes and took in my surroundings. I was in a comfy bed on silk sheets in a big beautiful room.The arm around me tightened and pulled me closer.“Morning baby.” Grayson’s gravelly voice whispered. “How did you sleep?”“I had the strangest dream.” I admitted. “I fell in love with Lee Windsor and you two were fighting over me. It was silly.”“Sounds more like a nightmare.” He chuckled. “I couldn’t imagine losing you to him.”“You could have. We did have that intense month during Winter Break.” I pointed
Grayson’s POVMy head was pounding!I tried to reach up to rub it but saw that my arm was in a cast. I took in my surroundings. I was in the hospital.Suddenly I remembered what happened. I was an idiot. I got distracted by arguing with Lee and I crashed the car.Oh no. Scarlett.I reached over and hit my button furiously, hoping someone would come in.“Mr. Grayson, are you okay?” My nurse asked.“My wife...I mean girlfriend. Where is she?” I asked hoarsely. “Scarlett?”“She...hasn’t woken up just yet. Um...but your friend has.”“Friend? What friend?”“Who was in the car with you?”“Lee? Ugh. I guess that’s good...where are my parents?”“I can call them for you.” She offered.“Thank you.” I sighed.How the hell did we get here? This
Scarlett’s POVEverything felt blurry.The lights, the walls, the ceiling. I felt like I was being rushed in time or something. I could hear voices far away. They sounded panicked.I think I was hurt. They were trying to save me.Suddenly I remembered. The crash. The boys were hurt and it was my fault.Why didn’t I just make a decision? Why did I string it along and go back and forth? What if after Lee told me he loved me I had just chosen him?***A giggle escaped my lips as I woke up. Lee’s lips were furiously kissing my neck.“Lee!” I squealed. “What are you doing?”“You were sleeping too long, baby.” He murmured. “I missed you.”“I missed you too. The dream world was not kind to me.” I admitted.“Oh yeah? What did you dream about?”“Um...nothing important. I’m here with yo
“What’s the date?”“I don’t know. I don’t know how long it's been.”“Last text you sent?”“Um…”“Maybe ask her something easier?” Mrs. Wrenford suggested.“What’s your full name sweetie?” The nurse asked softly.“Scarlett Blair Watson.” I answered.“Great, and your birthday?”“Feb-February eighteenth.”“That’s good!” Mr. Wrenford smiled. “That’s good, right?”“I think so.” The nurse answered. “Your parents’ names, hun?”“Scott and Bianca.” I stated.“We’re going to want to keep for a few more days, just to monitor her, but it seems like there’s no memory loss, so that’s really good. Now are we sure we don’t want to get her on some painkille
There was a moment of silence before the room exploded. Voices overlapped filled with shock and confusion. My eyes were on Grayson and Lee. They looked like they weren’t fully processing what I had just said. “Please, everyone calm down, please!” The room slowly quieted. “Th-thank you, I will take a few questions. Blue tie.” “What does choosing yourself mean?” “I’ve made a mess of everything. I’m so wrapped up in this triangle that I don’t know who I am anymore. I lost myself in this. I mean I know I love both Grayson and Lee very much, but maybe I’m not ready for such a serious commitment. I think I still have things to learn before becoming someone’s fiance and the future of the company. I also want them to realize they can do it without me. They have the potential.” “So what about the boys?” Another reporter asked. “Do you think you’ll ever be with one of them?” “I hope so,” I admitted. “But I think it has to be when me and whoever