Chapter 29 : Jaime's Pov

Those moments confuse me, I don't know what to listen to, what my heart is saying or what my mind is whispering? I slowly looked up at Carlo's face where I noticed his desperation to stop me and I knew he was worried about me. But he has nothing to fear because I have nowhere else to go, and I will still come back to him. I understand that he wants me to stay by his side, but I don't want to be selfish because someone is also waiting for me and I have to make it clear to him that we are only getting married on paper and that my love life is not included in the contract we signed or whoever my heart's content is. Besides that, I don't want to put Carlo's life in danger because of me. I never forget what kind of person Louie is and what he can do when I don't comply what we mutually agreed on. Although he smiles at me sometimes and seems comfortable around me, but I never forget that he is a mafia boss and has the ability to do whatever he wants. So for Carlo's safety I will try to be s