CHAPTER 66: The yacht

MILES:

Meredith allowing me to relax a bit was sweet. When I couldn't bear the distance, I stood, going searching for her. From the corner where I stood, I saw the altercation between her and her ex. It was visible that there was a commotion between them, but I still got jealous. Maybe she had agreed to see him, that was why she insisted on coming here. Right? That was a stupid thought caused by jealousy. Bearing the thought of separating from her would be impossible.

Anyway, I didn't do much stepping in because I decided to watch to see how she handled things. She handled the situation very well, clarifying that it was over between them. I should be happy that my girl was decisive. Why did I feel incomplete, jealous, and angry? Why was her closeness to Alan and the way he stared at her a trigger that made me want to hurt someone? Why did my nails cutting into her flesh arouse me? Most of all, when she did not pull away or complain about what I was doing, I was pleased.

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