Chapter 64

Chapter 64

-INDIGO-

"Do you want ice cream?" Matilda asks and I shake my head, clutching onto my blanket tightly.

"Should I turn on the tv?" Henry asks and I shake my head.

"Should we run a bath for you or something?" Everyone of us turn to stare at Jax, he shrugs. I shake my head.

I want to be happy. I want everything that's happened within the last two days to be a dream, a nightmare, that I'd just wake up from one morning and let out a sigh of relief. I want to be able to go back to the mansion to prepare breakfast for the person I thought I love.

I want to not feel so horrible and betrayed all the time. I want to be able to eat without the good tasting sour and causing me throw up. I want to be able to smile without having to cry afterwards. I just want what I lost.

I don't say any of that though. It sounds very pathetic in my head, I don't think I could summon the courage to actually say it out loud. So instead of voicing out of my thoughts and freeing myself. I shake my head and