Chapter 30

It's true indeed that when you forgive, you're not doing it for others. Instead, you're doing yourself a favor to be free from all the pain of the past. You'll feel that satisfaction and tranquility inside your heart and mind.

For me, honestly it's the hardest but same time the best thing I did in my life. When I chose to forgive Derick regardless of whatever his reasons were, I also freed myself from anger and hatred.

It gives me the freedom to do something I need to do for no one but for myself to be able to fully move on with my life.

Life is short, I don't want to waste it by living with that tragic memory in the past. There are so many things that I need to enjoy. I have my son, despite the heartaches that Derick gave me, he also give me the best gift that I will always be grateful forever, that is my Vaughn Drake.

"Mommy... are you ready?" my son exclaimed excitedly habang pababa ito sa hagdanan.

We planned that we are going to visit our baby angel today. Kung sana nabuhay siya,