Chapter 34

Along with the cold wind blowing on our skin. I remembered what she said that it was her way to make us feel that even though she is gone, she still loves us. And the wind makes you feel that.

I smiled even though my tears were starting to fall. This is insane. Our son is holding both of my hands..

"Han, do you know that I miss you. Not because you are far away. Not because I love you. But because I will never see you again. I will be able to hold you.." my tears continued to flow. It's like my heart is being squeezed. The twins tightened their grip on both of my hands.

"I always dream of you. They say that when you dream of someone. They say that person misses you. They remember you. And I believe that. Because I know that you love me very much. You always told me how much you love me. I miss when you don't talk to me or see me, don't I. I miss you so much, my love.. my voice breaks when I say that..

"Han, it's a pity that our children didn't see that but only in the photo. Do you kn