Chapter 4

Five years ago…

“Hi, gentleman.”

I looked at where the fine voice came from. She is standing next to me while holding a glass of vodka in her hand. Shaking it a bit while staring at me, giving me her best seductive smile. I just smirk and pulled her. She gasped. “Surprised?” I naughtily asked.

I didn’t wait for her response and kissed her immediately. My hand slowly snaked on her tiny waist while the other hand was searching for her drink. When I found it, I slowly put it on the table. “I guess, you don’t need this already,” I whispered near her ear.

I bit my lower lip, stopping myself to make a move in such a public place. “Let’s find a room,” I whispered again. I heard her chuckle before nodding at me.

She stood up and then turned her head at me. “You looked so fucking hot and handsome at the same time,” she said using her flirty voice. I just give her a smirk and held her hand before she pulled me out of the club.

When we were outside the club, I saw her immediately pressing the key to her car. My body froze while looking at the car. “You drive for us,” I said to her, trying to remain my voice stoic as I can. I saw her raising her brows at me but her eyes are glittering with joy staring at me. I went inside the car without her response.

I put my hand on her thigh when she took a seat in the driver's seat. “I like your hand. Your fingers are long and skinny. They are too pretty for a man like you,” I heard her comment. I lean on the chair while letting her drive for us. It only took a couple of minutes when the engine stops.

“Let us stay for a bit,” she whispered and the next thing that happened was satisfaction for both of us.

I was busy catching my breath, looking at the outside. It is snowing yet we are here, feeling each other’s heat inside her car. I saw a man giving his coat to the lady beside him. Pathetic. How can he give it to her when he is feeling cold as well? Pathetic love.

I reached for my clothes after turning my back against them. I saw her still catching her breath. “Reach for your coat in front,” I told her when I saw her slightly shivering because of the coldness. As much as I want to do it for her but I stopped myself.

Women give meaning to every move that a man does to them. This is a one-night pleasure only. I don’t want to leave her developing feelings for me. They will just get hurt if they do. Love is a scary thing. I don’t want to commit. I just want to find heat but don’t want commitment.

“You are a fucking weirdo, babe,” she told me. Her nakedness made my buddy move again but I stopped myself and looked at the other side. She put it on before taking her seat beside me. She watched me put back my clothes on. I didn’t mind her stares and just continue with what I am doing.

“Thanks for your time,” I said and then open the door of the car, leaving her.

“Hey! What’s your name, babe?” she shouted. I stopped walking to turn my head at her. The window is down when I looked at her. I saw her messy hair and make-up as she was giving me her flirty smile.

“You can call me babe if you want. I wouldn't mind it,” I responded and turned my back against her. Completely leaving her like how the other nights passed by. Forgetting that it all happened because this is how life should circulate.

I walked my way, not minding the coldness of the winter brings until I was outside the gate of my own house. I smiled bitterly while looking at it. Things are always unaligned with each other. This one proves it.

"Good evening, sir," Theo greeted me. He is my new driver. I insisted on my grandfather having a driver. I don't have the courage to drive after all that happened. I will just lose my skill when trauma kicks in.

I just nodded at him. He stays with me in the house. I have no one else around the house except him. He's been with me for over a month now. He is a bit older than me but not too old to drive me. I don't know about his life. All I know is that he likes to cook that's why I don't have a problem when it comes to that.

"Your grandfather deliver some packages for you, sir."

"Don't open those packages and put them in the basement," I quickly told him. He nodded at me.

I left him to walk to my room. Taking a hot shower, and cleaning my body until I got bored. I walked out of the tub naked and went to where I put my hair dryer. I blow-dried my hair and when I was done, I relaxed on the bed. I pressed the remote on my bedside table to make the light dimmer.

"It's you again," a woman said. "Same order as last night?"

I nodded in response. She smiled at me before she left. I looked at the woman dancing on the stage. She is looking so hot in those tiny clothes. Her curve is fucking sexy. How come I didn't see her last night? The mask is hiding her face but her lips are as red as cherries.

"Fucking sexy, man!"

I looked at the man next to my table. He is staring at the woman dancing. I can see how every gulp he made on the drink he is holding equals the satisfaction he is looking at. What a fucking hell? I stopped looking at him when I saw how his left hand moved under the table. I looked at the woman again and saw her staring at me. Biting her hot red lower lip.

"I want that woman," I heard the man says again to the man beside him.

Well, try if you can.

I smirked at her. Dare to flirt with me? Then let's see what you have got there, young lady.

"Here is your order, handsome."

"Wait up," I told her when she was about to leave. I turned my head at the lady dancing. She is not looking at me anymore. She is focused on her dancing. "Give her to me," I told her.

"She is not available, handsome buy if you want I can offer you some sexy ladies---"

"No, I want her. Give me her price," I said cutting her off. She opens her eyes and they landed on me. I am sure I wasn't assuming anything because I know that look.

I looked at the waitress when she suddenly became silent. "I s-shall come back to you then," she said then left me.

Good.

When the lady stops dancing I just smiled at myself. I took a sip from the whiskey on the table.

“Hello, I am the manager here and the lady is not available for a table, sir. We can give you someone if you want. I will make sure that she will surely bore you, sir,” a woman approached me. She looked so young to be a manager.

“She looked hot,” I commented while looking at the lady walking away from the scene.

The manager moved to turn at where and to who I am looking. “She is, sir. Another shot of drinks or someone who will accompany you?”

“Just another shot of drinks,” I replied. My eyes are still fixed on the lady. Well then, let’s see if you can resist me. I smirked when she looked at my spot.

“Your order will be here any minute, sir. Enjoy your night.”

When the manager left, I took the chance to leave my table. Walking through the hallway, looking for that stunning lady in a red tight dress. So seductively beautiful in my eyes. I want her and I really do. I will make sure that before I close my eyes, it’s her who’s by my side.

I will fucking make sure of that. 

I saw her sitting not far from where I was standing but I didn’t approach her yet. I went back to my table, drinking the last order for tonight before coming back to get her on the corner where I last saw her and my disappointment didn’t fail to make its way when I saw her standing, holding her phone. She changes her clothes but still, she is the most beautiful woman tonight.

I smile when I saw her still wearing her mask.

“Too damn gorgeous.”