Jonathon was a sensuous, attuned lover, mindful and meticulously attending to my needs. At times, I resisted his touch, climbing on top of him and taking him in my mouth. Giving pleasure to him satisfied a deep need to return his kindness. I submitted to the exquisite feeling of his weight on top of me and the pressure of his mouth against mine. He put my pleasure first. He quenched my thirst before mounting me. His driving thrusts both tender and cruel.After our lovemaking, Richard didn’t sleep with me, or like me, he didn’t sleep, but in the morning, he quietly entered the bedroom. He padded across the floor to my bed and eased himself down as if trying not to disturb me. While lying in bed, I looked long and hard at our relationship dynamics. Though we were bound previously by the elements of engagement—our legal contract—and now the dominant/submissive contract, Richard had kept me at a distance. The knowledge that we met a year ago—that he’d kept that history from me—built a w
Something was strange as we entered my condo. Confident that I’d turned all the lights off, it surprised me to see the blue seed-glass pendants over the kitchen counter turned on. Motion caught my attention out of the left corner of my eye and every nerve in my body sprang to attention. My free hand moved instinctively to the sidearm.Greg saw my hesitation and pulled me back, his weapon already drawn. He recognized the intruder first. “Jon. We weren’t expecting you,” he said.Richard stood near the couch with a bouquet of white roses in his hand. After what happened at the office my heart raced as I lowered my briefcase to the floor. “You scared us.”Richard stepped nearer offering the roses to me. “I didn’t mean to, Thena. I heard what happened today and needed to see you. To make sure you’re alright.”Despite being startled at his unannounced visit, I was grateful he’d come. “I’m fine.”“Did he hurt you? Did Natasha—”“No. He was letting us know that—even at my office—he could get
Dorman Sr. held a somber meeting attended by everyone in our firm. Afterward, tears dried on my cheeks. I held a damp tissue in my hand and dabbed my nose with it. We all loved Bohman, but knew he was secretive about his investigative work. I hated to think that he was killed working on my case, but that was the torturous truth. A neighbor found Bohman in his loft apartment, sitting in a wooden chair, his ankles and his wrists bound with duct tape. They had cut out his eyes and then shot him execution-style in the center of his forehead. The murderer left a clear message. He had seen something that was meant for no one to see.Bohman was probing Natasha Ivanka’s past and the Russian mafia in Chicago. I wanted to dive.Richard met me at Dorman, Wallace, & Edwards and gave me an affectionate embrace. Unspoken words hung in the air like a steamy breath in winter. Together we entered the conference room. With a stone cold expression and hands linked together at his belt, Erik waited in
Greg and Liam did a thorough sweep of the entire condo, closets, and bathroom before allowing me inside. Wanting privacy, I closed the door to my bedroom and fell onto my queen-sized bed where I struggled to see the point of Jonathan’s story. How could this ex-girlfriend have so much sway over him? She’s the dungeon master and the slave.What did that mean? How was she connected to Natasha? And now that Bohman Underwood had been murdered, what other dangers awaited? If I succumbed to the fear, like sinking under water with my breath held, I might never come up for air. I gazed at the enlarged photo on my wall. The Mana Island cliffs in Croatia soared above blue-Robert water, inviting me to take a plunge because Bohman’s murder weighed on me. Exhausted, I stripped off my work clothes and fell asleep naked with cool sheets tempering my body heat.The next morning, I sat up and threw pillows out of my way. I needed to research what Bohman had uncovered before his murder. And learn how
Rain fell in a torrential downpour as Greg dropped me off at the Navy Pier Grand Ballroom. I gathered the gown and exited the car as quickly as I could. Large umbrellas held by event personnel protected me from getting soaked. Inside the arched doors, Richard waited, wearing an elegant black tuxedo with black tie and red cummerbund. “Thena, how are you?” He took my arm and leaned in to kiss my cheek.“I’m well, thank you,” I replied. Richard had combed his dark wavy hair, but that did little to tame it. Though he might have been overdue for a haircut, I liked it longer.The creases around his eyes revealed his angst. “Thank you for coming.” He took my hand and lead me inside.We ignored the camera-toting media and TV news people as best we could, stopping only for obligatory event photos. Inside the Grand Ballroom, white linen and crystal glasses covered round tables set for ten. Each chair was enclosed in a white seat cover. Tall centerpieces, vases filled with bold blue flowers and
The rain had slowed to a steady drizzle by the time we left Navy Pier. Water droplets dragged diagonal lines across the windows of the limousine. Richard raised the privacy window between us and the driver. He removed his tux jacket and laid it on the back seat between us. I longed to tear off Natasha’s dress in order to feel like myself again. “I’m sorry I sprung this on you, Thena. I know you didn’t expect to leave the city again tonight.” Richard looked over his left shoulder out the window. I turned to him. “It’s fine.” Despite the threat, I felt safer with Richard than anywhere else. Somehow I knew he’d do everything in his power to keep me safe. “Natasha is insidious. How on earth did you meet him? How is your ex Rory Bradford involved?”He took my left hand in his right and forced a little breath through his nose. “Rory Bradford. If I could turn back time and erase her from my life, I would.” His gaze drifted far away.I squeezed his hand. City traffic moved slowly up Michiga
Around three in the morning Greg arrived at Richard’s Lake Forest mansion with my personal items. I tossed and turned for a few more hours then got up, found my suitcase inside the bedroom door and my laptop case beside it. I showered and dressed, then took my laptop to the kitchen.Greg awaited outside my bedroom door to shadow me wherever I went. A team of security professionals, some with sidearms holstered beneath their jackets, others carrying Uzis, patrolled the grounds around. Men and women flanked the entrance and prowled around the pool house. They congregated near the back porch, gazing ahead with eyes hidden behind dark glasses. The sun hid behind dark clouds today. The light I flicked on in the kitchen cast a yellow glow over the room. Neither Grant nor Richard were around, but the invigorating aroma of simmering fresh coffee filled the room. The house was unusually quiet considering the number of people wandering the grounds. I poured myself a cup, added cream, and sprea
The presence of the security team at Richard’s mansion reminded me of Travis King, the bodyguard who had attacked me, and how even they might be swayed to turn against us by the promise of power . . . or a deeper purse than Richard’s. They made me leery.For the rest of the day I worked in solitude on my laptop from the bedroom. Richard—busy with work and his own investigation—checked on me several times. Richard had a private team of analysts looking for ways to avoid giving Natasha the money. We discussed the limited options which included shipping me off to someplace remote and having the FBI make an arrest during the handoff. He seemed preoccupied but never too distracted to forget to kiss me or rub my shoulders. Every moment brought us closer together.I began to long for more time with him. His woodsy fragrance. His caress. It had been too long since we’d been intimate. With Bohdi Michaels’ trial weeks away, I looked deeper into terrorist groups and specifically the Russian maf