Kai
Dinner is uncomfortable.
Apollo doesn’t keep his eyes off of Lux and Silas seems to have trouble not looking at her. Apollo is possessive, though, because of her being in heat that Silas is careful not to look for too long.
On top of that, I can’t help but notice that Lux’s mark doesn’t look normal. Is it because she hasn’t marked Apollo back?
I don’t know how that whole process works, but her mark looks inflamed. Maybe that’s how it’s supposed to be for the first couple of days?
She surprises me when she mind links me, “You’re staring rather hard at me. What’s going on?”
I want to chuckle from her comment. She’s blind, but she still knows who is looking at her and for how long. I respond, “How does your mark feel, Lux?”
She huffs through the link before responding, “Hot. Insanely hot and kind of itchy to be honest. Is that nor
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LuxI thought that when you slept with your mate that it was supposed to be the best sleep that you could ever have. Why isn’t it like that?I am uncomfortable with Apollo’s arm draped around me. I feel like I’m on fire, and my mark itches like crazy. Why is it itching?I somehow maneuver in just the right way to slip out of Apollo’s arms. I sigh in relief as I make my way to my door, and I realize that if I try hard, I can hear the hustle and bustle of the omegas preparing for this morning’s feast.Did I sleep at all last night?I resist the urge to scratch at my mark and decide to take a shower. I step into the cold shower, something that I normally hate, but not today. Standing under the cold water feels refreshing and helps me wake up.I don’t know how long I’m in here before I hear a rat-tat-tat on my door. I inwardly groan at the thought of it being Apollo. T
ApolloSleeping with my mate in my arms is the best feeling in the world. I am so happy that I got to mark her because now I’ll get to sleep with her every single night.But when I woke up, the first thing I noticed was that she wasn’t in my arms. I pop up from the bed and look around. Where is she? Why isn’t she here?I could hear the shower running, so I assume that’s where she went off to. I have an urge to join her, but I know if I see her body like that, then I won’t be able to stop myself from mating her. My wolf is encouraging the idea to go in there, desperately wanting to see her body in all of its glory. But, I force myself to stay in control. I throw on a shirt and some shorts and rush out of her room so that I can get away from the temptation.Feeling sexually frustrated, I decide to go to the training this morning knowing that I’ll be there with the King and a lot of hi
LuxMy ears are ringing as I process the questions Apollo just asked me. It feels like it’s being repeated in my head a thousand times. “So, how would you feel about going back to the Bloodlust Pack today?”How would I feel about that?This is so unexpected. What made this happen so fast?My chest feels tight as I ask softly, “Why?”He breathes out slowly and says, “There are some issues going on there and my Gamma is having a hard time with it. He’s not used to being there by himself. I think this is the second time it’s happened.”I nod in understanding, and he asks again, “So, how would you feel about it?”“Well, I’m your mate. It’s not like I have much of a choice in the matter.”He’s silent. On one hand, he knows that I’m right, but on the other hand, I know he doesn’t want me to feel like I’m being forced into anything.He says, “Lux…”I stop him bef
SilasOnce I got done with my training, I walked around outside. I didn’t want to go inside knowing that Lux would be leaving. I wasn’t sure if I had it in me to see her leave, so I kept my distance.I know she will be super busy as she is packing all her belongings in such a hurry. So, imagine my surprise that after an hour of walking around that I can smell her scent towards the waterfall, but also, it’s only her scent. She’s by herself.My feet walk over to her, unable to resist the opportunity to see her again before she leaves. I stop, awestruck by her, and I watch her from afar for a moment.Her feet are in the water even though it’s freezing, her head is tilted back looking towards the sun, her dark hair is in a braid that sits neatly on her shoulder, and she hums softly to herself. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes on.I jump in surprise when she
LuxI can feel it the moment we cross into the Bloodlust Pack. Apollo says, “We need to have you pledge your allegiance to the pack soon. We’ll make sure it happens within the next couple of days.”I nod to let him know I understood, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t nervous over it. Whenever I pledge my allegiance to the Bloodlust Pack, the ties I have with Royal Pack will break. My family will no longer be just a mind link away. I will have to call them if I ever want to speak with them.Apollo kisses my hand as he tells me, “Welcome home, my beloved Luna.”I force a smile, so he doesn’t see my anxiousness. The car stops and he holds my hand as we get out of the car together. I hear a man panting as he says, “Thank the goddess you’re back, Alpha.”Apollo laughs and says, “Come on, Stefan, it couldn’t have been that bad.”The man, Stefan, must’ve noticed me because he says, “My Luna, I apologize f
SilasI watched from afar as Lux got in her car to leave, and I just knew in the pit of my stomach that this was going to be the last time that I ever saw her. Tears pour down my face and I can’t stop them. My stomach is in knots, and I feel like I could throw up at any moment. My wolf, Jax, got extremely quiet and then it’s like he just went numb.When I walk towards the pack house, Kai tries talking to me. I appreciate him trying to be a good friend, but right now I don’t want to be reminded of Lux, and that’s all he reminds me of at the moment.I go off in search of Amber, hoping that maybe she can help me get my mind off of everything. As I get closer to her room, I can overhear her and Iris talking and suddenly I hear a loud squeal that makes me rush in, thinking that something is wrong. When I enter the room, my eyes scan over it as I look for the threat. But I find the two of them wrapped up in a h
LuxHanging out with Ellie is fun. She is like no one I have ever met.Most people I meet have grown up as a higher up in their pack or to serve a higher up. So, most people are kind of rigid and don’t show their true colors.Not Ellie, I’m not sure what rank she used to hold before becoming the Gamma Female of the Bloodlust Pack, but she is loud, isn’t afraid to speak her mind, and treats me as if we’ve been best friends our entire life.On our drive back to the pack house, I notice how reckless of a driver she is as we’ve hit the curb at least twice. I make a mental note not to ride with her if I have another option.When she parks, she rushes around to help me out of the car and says, “It was nice getting to spend some time with you, Lux.”I chuckle nervously but feel grateful as both of my feet are now on solid ground and say, “It was nice going out with you, Ellie.”I smell
ApolloTo be completely honest, I never planned on Lux having any duties in our pack. Yes, she is right; she is the Luna of the pack and a Luna normally has a lot of responsibilities.But she’s blind, and that makes her vulnerable. I don’t want her walking around the pack by herself and meeting people without me. She cannot do any type of paperwork. She can’t plan for special events because she wouldn’t know anything about decorating it. All I want her to do is to be by my side and help me when I’m feeling tense.She wants more than that, though, and I can’t blame her. She’s a princess, and they have trained her to be in a higher up position. I need to find a way to make it work. I just don’t know how yet.When we get back to the pack house, she asks to go to our room, and I sigh as I take her there, knowing that she is angry with me. I don’t want her to be angry with me, but I don’t know