Silas
Leaving the Royal Pack is a lot more difficult now that I know about Kai’s visions. I’m really worried about him; he doesn’t have anyone to confide in now that Lux’s bond is broken with the pack and now, I won’t be here for him either.
I can’t help the giddiness I feel about starting over in a new pack. This just feels like the best move for me. Calvin, Iris, Amber, and I just got into the car that is bringing us to the pack and Iris is bouncing with her excitement. Calvin seems amused by her actions and Amber seems anxious about going home. I wish that her trip could’ve helped her more, but she doesn’t seem to have processed through anything and I wonder if she will leave to try and live a more normal lifestyle. She’s my friend and I support her regardless, but the thought of her trying to live a human lifestyle makes me uneasy.
I notice the hidden patrol as we pass throu
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LuxNadia told me to postpone my time with Apollo and to make up a girl emergency. I did what she said even though I felt bad for lying to my mate.I sit on my bed as I wait for the pack doctor to get there, and I hope that Nadia is just overreacting. Having to see a doctor makes me feel extremely anxious- it’s weird for wolves to need to see the doctor unless they just finished fighting someone or unless they were pregnant.A knock on the door and Nadia rushes to answer it and says, “Oh thank you, Dr. Benson, for coming so quickly.”The woman’s voice sounds kind as she says, “Of course, anything for our Luna, what seems to be the trouble?”Nadia closes the door and I hear her lock it and I wonder why she’s trying so hard to keep this under wraps. If only I could see to understand what the urgency is.I hear Dr. Benson murmur, “Oh dear.”She touches my mark
LuxIt’s been a week since my body rejected Apollo’s mark. It took 4 days before Kodi was vocal with me and she seemed frightened.She didn’t know what was happening, she didn’t know how to help me, and she apologized that I had to endure all that pain by myself. After the day I spent in the pack hospital I started having a high fever and was at high risk of having a seizure.I feel better now though. I’ve been okay for a couple of days, but Apollo is overprotective. He makes sure someone is by my all the time because he is scared for me to take a turn for the worst.Our bond feels different… I don’t know how to explain it. I feel the tingles with him again, but they aren’t as strong as they used to be. I know he feels it to, but he doesn’t say anything instead he just hides out in his office or hangs out with Michael and Stefan. Stefan isn’t bad, I don’t min
LuxThe Alpha’s will be here today.I have worked tirelessly along with Nadia and Ellie to make sure everything is perfect. We made sure that none of our guests had any allergies and if they did, we took into consideration as we were picking out food. Ellie decided to oversee the rooms and made sure each room was decorated perfectly and was as clean as it could be.Everything has to be perfect; I need Apollo to see me as capable.He has been so distant since our marking and mating; he hasn’t even tried to touch me in an intimate way since and I don’t know why. I’ve made an advance towards him, but anytime I try to even French kiss him he just pushes me away and tells me maybe later.I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. I want to pull my hair in frustration, but I don’t. I know that won’t help me with anything.Before the Alphas get here, I decide to go for a walk th
NadiaIt’s been a couple of days since Lux was almost taken by that visiting Alpha. Things have been… tense since then. The Alpha seems very possessive over Lux, I understand that he is scared of losing her, but he is going rather intense with it.Lux is in the hospital again today. They attempted to be intimate again last night, and he marked her again. Her body is once again acting poorly, and I watch as Apollo seems to be in some kind of rampage. He is full of nervous energy, constantly moving and snapping at anyone who dares to disagree with him.He has commanded for someone to always be by her side even when she’s asleep. So, if he’s not with her he tries to check with me or Ellie and if both of us are busy then he calls for another omega to watch her.Even though I haven’t accepted Michael as my mate, Alpha Apollo went ahead and started giving me Beta Female duties. He claims that he know
KaiLife is different. It's been a couple of weeks and well... I miss my friends.Calvin and Silas are in the Dark Moon Pack, and I know only Calvin will be returning along with his mate Iris. Meanwhile, Lux… my sister, my partner in crime, my best friend, has moved away to be with her mate at the Bloodlust Pack.Without the three of them here life was just… dull.David is still here but when he is not working or training then he is with his mate and trying to third wheel with the two of them is the most boring thing in the world.I look forward to Calvin and Iris coming back at least they actually hang out and talk to me and aren't just lost in each other 24/7. But then again they are going to have a baby soon... I'm sure that will change a lot.With everyone gone, I have spent a lot of time trying to connect with my wolf and for us to learn how to work together. He hates feeling trapped inside my body, so I w
Lux Life is becoming pretty miserable. It’s been a week since my last trip to the pack hospital. After that Alpha almost took me away Apollo and I have been very aggravated with one another. I’m upset with him over the fact that he killed the Alpha and he’s upset with me because I don’t agree with his decision. Since I had been feeling better one of the nights when he came back to our room, I was desperate to feel some kind of connection with him. The sparks between us had been so faint and we had so much tension between us that I was desperate to feel something with him. I initiated us getting physical, but he certainly wasn’t complaining. I wasn’t expecting that he would mark me again and I ended up back in the pack hospital. No one understands why this is happening. This never happens with true mates, but even with chosen mates no one has ever had this problem. It makes me feel uneasy and the doctor t
SilasCalvin and Iris are going back home tomorrow. Calvin asked if they could be here for my Alpha ceremony so Alpha Zane decided to expedite it.My parents, David, and Charlotte are on a plane to come here now so that they can join me in this celebration. David is still upset with me, and I know he’s only doing this because our parents guilted him into it. I think Charlotte helped talk him into it though.I’m beginning to appreciate her a bit more because she seems to be trying hard to make sure David and I don’t lose our relationship due to what happened.There’s a knock on my door and I call out, “Come in.”I look and see Amber walk in with a small smile on her face. I say, “Hey Amber, what’s up?”“How are you feeling, Silas?”I force a smile as I try to cover up my anxiety as I say, “I’m good, how are you, Amber?”She
KaiThe pack house is quiet tonight. David, Charlotte, and their parents left to go support Silas becoming the Alpha of the Dark Moon Pack.I wanted to go too, but with so many people out I knew I shouldn’t ask to leave. Yes, we have plenty of warriors, but if an attack or something were to happen having so many higher ups out at the same time is not good.But, with so many people out that means it’s the perfect time to tell my parents about Genevieve. I look at the time and see that I have an hour before it’s time for me to go meet her. I take a deep breath as I walk towards the sitting area on the Alpha’s floor. My mom is sitting in her chair as she attempts to crochet something next to the fireplace, my mom always tries new activities but will typically try something else within a month or two. She seems like she’s getting frustrated with this new past time of hers.My dad sits beside her rea