Forty three

I leaned against one of the cars in the lot waiting for her when

"Hey," a figure said standing in front of me.

I looked up to see who it was and it was non other than Jaycob. The man I loved and also the man that shattered my heart.

Even though I was happy to see him, I completely ignored his presence, I didn't want anything to do with him though I wanted to wrap my arms around him kiss him and command him to stay with me and leave his wife but I knew that would be selfish. I didn't want his kids to suffer because of me.

"Talk to me baby," he placed both his hands on either side of me caging me between him and the car. I liked the position we were in but I still ignored him.

I felt Kira stir inside of me and for the first time since yesterday I heard her whine.

"I'm sorry," he whispered inching his face closer to mine until he was laying his forehead on mine.

I wanted to push him away but I didn't have the strength to do it, my body wanted his warmth it desired him.

I clenched my f