Forty two

Victoria pov

I woke up to the rays of sunlight streaming into my room.

I let out a sigh feeling gloomy even though it was a beautiful sunny day.

It hasn't been this sunny since we entered winter and I had a feeling that it was going to be a good day though there was a part of me that doubted.

I let out another sigh covering myself up and thinking about non other than Jaycob, for a moment I thought that it was all a dream and I would wake up with him in bed with me but looking at how I was alone right now, it wasn't a dream but a reality. A messed up reality.

Why would he do this to me?

"good morning honey," I heard mom's voice followed by removing the covers off me lightly, exposing my probably puffy face.

"You have been crying the who night haven't you?" She asked caressing my cheek and I let out a sigh my eyes becoming heavy with tears.

"Don't cry honey everything will be okay.coke on you have to get out of bed for a while," she said but I wasn't in the mood to get up I just want