I see her emerge from my hole. She looks around the great hall. She doesn't look afraid, she looks...curious? It was difficult to tell through the lense of my wide angle camera.
Hell. She looks fifteen. So young and caught so easily I almost felt bad. Anthony had told me she had been wandering around the street. They found her coming to a bridge. A runaway? I found myself growing more curious about her. It's difficult to make out her features, but I can tell she's attractive. Her limbs, though gangly, seem graceful. The beautiful arc of her neck so poised. I find myself imagining my hands around it. I can't stop the images that flood my mind. Her shackled to the cross hidden behind a banister in the great hall. Her blonde hear wrapped tightly around my fist. Oh the games we could play! I know I'm a monster. I know it's wrong. I just don't care. I compose myself and make my way down the corridor and re20 years ago... "Jordyn, mommy needs a favor." I hear mommy say as she looks me in my eyes while I watch t.v. on the sticky floor. She always says to look at her eyes when I talk. "What is a favor?" I ask when mommy gives me a look. "Hm, a favor is when you do something nice for mommy because you love her." Mommy smiles. I get excited. I run to my room to get the picture I colored when I was watching Bug's Bunny. Mommy takes it and groans. "That's nice dear, but what I really need is for you to come with mommy to a friend's house. It will only be for a little while. Please? It will be a fun game." Mommy pouts and I touch her mouth. I don't like mommy's friends. They throw things and hit. They give her things and she acts funny. "Is she nice?" I ask. "He is very nice. Now go get your coat. We are leaving now." Mommy is already acting funny. She is scratching her neck and blinking her eyes a lot.
I brace myself before opening the door to the great hall. I breathe in an assuring breath and pull. I'm in control. I see her by the window. What is this? She's not trying to escape, merely taking in her surroundings. She turns to look at me and I am taken back. She is more beautiful than I first believed. She looks older than my first guess. She has long blonde hair to her waist, piercing blue eyes, a small frame, but bangin' rack, and an expression that bewilders me. She looks almost annoyed, not afraid. I wasn't expecting this response, nor have I ever received it. "Ok perv, what is it you want from me?" Hearing her voice brings my attention off her breasts. I think about what I want from her. It's what I want from them all, the game and I answer honestly, "I want you to fall in love with me."
Was he serious? Did he just say he wants me to fall in love with him? "Ha! Fat chance!" I chuckle as I look at him. "If you wanted me to love you, why lock me in that cold prison?" I ask confused by this turn of events. He seems shocked and unprepared. He's more afraid than I should be. He is my kidnapper? I take in his appearance for the first time. He looks rich. He's got swaggering hips and a jawline to die for. His hair is dark like mahogany and his eyes are a shining emerald. He answers as my eyes follow the buttons down his shirt. "I did it to establish dominance and let you know you can't run. Don't be fooled. I run things here and I control what will happen. You will fall in love with me." I ponder this for a moment and can't seem to understand him. He lives in a palace. The gardens outside the window are some of the most beautiful I've ever seen, not that I'd seen much of the Jones's lifestyle. Why take a girl off the street and bring her he
CONTENT WARNING-uncomfortable content ahead.20 years ago.... I see mommy's friends house. It is white and I see paper on the windows with words on it. The yellow light by the door goes on and off, on and off, on and off. Mommy waits for a long time. She sniffs, then mommy knocks. "Hey Jim." Mommy says hi to her friend and looks at the floor. "You finally caved. I knew you would. They always do. Whores like you need your fix." He says. Mommy said he was nice. He is not nice. He is mean. I stick out my tongue. "Hey there fella. Mommy brought you over to play. Would you like to play?" I shake my head and show my tongue again. I look at mommy and she isn't looking at my eyes. Mommy looks at the wall. Mommy speaks now. "Take him in there. I can't watch." He looks at me. "I like em' stubborn. Kid, your mom tells me you like candy. I have lots of candy. It's under my bed though and you're the only one small enough to get it. Wanna come ge
Both Jordyn and Alma stand there staring at each other. Jordyn speaks first, "What is your name?" Alma pauses for a moment and returns his question without answering. Jordyn sighs. He realizes he will have to open up first. "My name is Jordyn. I own a big real estate firm doing business across the country." "Alma, my name is Alma." She responds as she runs her finger across a statue. "I've never been in such a big house. Do you take girls often without their consent?" She wants to get to the point quickly and Jordyn is beginning to feel uncomfortable. He is used to facing fear when he first greets his captives. He wasn't ready to be so open with her. "Follow me," he says. Alma follows him out of the great hall and up a wrap around staircase. He opens a door to a room extravagantly decorated. "This should do for now. The shower is through the door. There should be some old T-shirts in the dresser that
As I leave her room I wonder what went wrong. We have skipped over the whole first part of my game and Alma seems to be boarded up like a house waiting for a hurricane. She really isn't afraid of me. She is either very stupid or very very stupid. Has she been through worse? Is this why she wasn't afraid? Regardless of the why, my ritual is not going as planned. It is supposed to go from fear, to trust, to love. Why did I reveal so much to her? I feel exposed. How do I make her fear me? She tears down my walls with her blue gaze. Each part of my game holds its own significance. The fear to establish my dominance. The trust to build the bridges that lead to love, or at least some feeling of love. I've never actually been in love. That isn't part of the game. However, I get release somehow and I'm not even sure why it is essential to me that they fall in love with me. Three days. In three days Alma will
I take in my surroundings. Powder blues and creams surround me and this room feels serene. Almost calm and peaceful. A big contrast to what I'm sure I should feel. I go to the large French doors to the north side of the bedroom and I open them. I step out onto a small balcony that holds a cream colored rocking chair with a powder blue seat. I can't bring myself to sit. I am feeling too much adrenaline. I go to the edge of the balcony and look down. I am two stories high with a brilliant view of the gardens. I can finally see what is beyond them from this vantage. I see large iron gates. I can almost make out a letter on them. Is that a B? He said he was the owner of a large real estate company. I wonder which company? He certainly has great tastes if his home is a reflection. There is still the enigma of what he wants with me. I don't trust his motives and curiosity is the only thing keeping me here. That and my desire to sleep on a bed instead
I wake up in the morning feeling haunted. Alma's eyes cast themselves into every second of my dreams leaving me exposed. I have to gain control of myself. I walk down the hall and knock quietly on Alma's door. I crack in open and my composure crumbles. Alma is all bare naked limbs spread out on her bed in a beautiful tangled mess. Her hair is spilling across the pillow like platinum paint and if I were a painter, I could see her being my muse. She is resting her cheek on her arm causing beautiful plump lips to squish together. I imagine those lips somewhere else. I take a mental screenshot and upon my gaze she awakens. Her eyes focus on me and speech seems to elude her. She is still groggy. I grab a blanket from the basket near the bed and cover her. There. Now I can speak. "Good morning. I see you couldn't find the t-shirts. How did you sleep?" I gaze down at her lavender eyelids and to me, she still looks tired. I wonder