65. Heartbreaks

(Blaine)

The anger inside me was like a roaring sea and I feared that it might destroy me, destroy everything in my path.

I wanted to burn everything down. As Raek soared above the cloud, his massive wings flapping in a frenzied motion, I wanted to ask him to let out his anger.

He felt agitated and restless too.

Mateo's dragon, Shade, followed us close behind. I was grateful he was accompanying me. I knew I couldn't do this alone.

I needed Mateo here with me. My eyes burned from the tears I didn't want to shed. Not yet. No. If I cried now, it would mean that she was no more. I didn't want to believe that.

She was my best friend, and I made a mistake when I didn't look for her when she was first gone. I should have. This would stay with me, this immense guilt, all through my life, if she was really gone, and if we had absolute proof.

I was so angry back then, but now, I regret my every decision, my every action. She didn't deserve that from me, her best friend.

When she suddenly disap