Chapter 48

After my argument with Patricia I decided that I needed a moment of my own. it was obvious that she meant every word of what he had said and arguing with her was not on my to-do list. Everyone looked at me differently now. I had been isolated my entire life but this was just an extra touch. This adapted as a confirmation of all my fears. it had confirmed all the insecurities and developed over the years working in the packhouse around the royal family. Every single reassurance that Patricia and area had given me had just been erased. the confirmation was said. This is how they have all felt about me all along. Right now thinking about Weston just isn't going to help me. because even though everything is going perfectly well with him right now, I had a bad feeling about it.

Perhaps it's because of my condescending nature of expecting something horrible whenever things are going right in my life. because right now it has just proven itself install while my relationship with Weston was