Chapter 87

Her silence was the most beautiful thing about this interaction, and I wished she would just get up and go. I wished that I never had to see her again in my entire life. I wish I would have taken the chance and run from the park when the Queen and offered me the opportunity. all of this would never have happened if I chose to start a new life somewhere else. Somewhere with no strings attached. somewhere where the love of my life does not exist. could I survive there? Without him?

A piece of paper flew into the cell as Bethany did it towards me. My gaze fell on her and then down at the people of the floor.

‘Pick it up.’’ she spoke with a smile.

“Don't pick it up alondra.’’ Egwene spoke Loudly from stock and was beginning to wonder whether this woman had eyes through the walls.

“What is it?’’ I asked, meeting Bethany's eyes.

“An invitation to my mating ceremony.’’ the tone of her voice was filled with happiness and excitement. I could tell she wasn't lying. but I didn't care enough to