The Black Roses

The first thing I assumed when I saw the test results was: no, this is impossible. Of course, it's impossible. So, after bribing the hospital team not to reveal the test results to anyone, I went to another hospital to do the same test. Just like the previous hospital, they ask my sperm sample. So, I went to the toilet, took off my pants, and tried to get the white liquid out by looking at Nadya's photo and picturing her. After that, I put my sperm in a small jar and gave it to them. My heart was beating so fast, and it tasted like a judgment between life and death. I looked at my watch. It was already ten pm. Nadya must be waiting for me. It was the most long-drawn and most arduous wait in my life because, indeed, the outcome will conclude many things in my life. I'm sweating extensively, and I feel like I want to cry, thinking if I'm barren. I waited for a few hours before they came out and brought the test results.

I was very nervous when I opened it, like opening a decision