Nadya started to look out of breath, so I stop kissing her. Reflexively, Nadya pulled herself away from me. She no longer sits on my lap. I want more, I want more than just a kiss, but it seems that Nadya doesn't want to do that. So, I asked her:
"Want to do it again?"
"I think that's enough."
"But, I want more, Nadya."
"Next time, okay?"
"Okay," I said.
I want to do that with her, but I won't force Nadya to make out with me. I'm not a disgusting rapist. I never touched a girl against the girl's will, and this applies to Nadya.
"I want to go home, Erwin," Nadya said. I think she was getting scared.
"Sure, let me take you home."
I took Nadya to the front of her house door, and I didn't forget to ask about our date tomorrow. Nadya said that she would be working in the fields tomorrow morning so we couldn't go for walks. However, I wanted to be with Nadya, so I planned to accompany her to work in the cornfield. Before going
We were both silent, not knowing what else to talk about. There, in my bed, I was with Nadya. I, too late, realize that this was a 'dangerous' situation for both of us, especially when Nadya and I started looking each other in the eye. A moment later, Nadya smiled at me... damn it, that smile made me excited again. "You are so beautiful, Erwin," said Nadya. "You're even more beautiful." Nadya and I brought our faces closer to each other, and we kissed! I think, when we kiss this time, Nadya also enjoyed it. The kiss was immediately released by Nadya when she realized I wanted more. Luckily at that time, my mother came home. But, If I am not mistaken, Nadya was the one who tried to kiss me first. I took Nadya home, and she promises me tomorrow we would date again. In the days that followed, we dated like a happy couple. We have become very close to each other, and we have often been seen together in public places. On the street, at the market, on the beach, in the cornfield, etc. The
"Nadya... Your mother and father, they saw us from heaven, didn't they?" I said to comfort her. Honestly, I don't know what to say to comfort Nadya's heart. I've never felt what she felt; the loss of someone I love, well... my father is an exception because I hate him, so his death means nothing."I don't want them to see me," said Nadya. I was surprised when I hear her words."Why?""Because I don't want them to see all the bad things that have happened to me all these times, I want them to rest in peace, in heaven."A unique and strange thought came from Nadya."I don't understand," I said."I know my parents love me very much. If they saw me being beaten or abused, they would feel bad, Erwin, their war and worldly pain is over, and now they are in heaven. Of course, it would bother them a lot if I looked unhappy here. Do you know? Every time someone does something bad to me, I always say in my heart: I'm not hurt, mother, father, I am com
"I am afraid, Erwin... I am really afraid," she said."Honey... Don't worry... It's all right... It's going to be okay... I am here," I said to comfort her. Tomorrow is our wedding day, and here is Nadya; she is afraid she will not speak the wedding vow properly. She was still worried even after I told her that she sounded good."Well, there is another problem," she said again."Honey... tell me... what is that?""I am afraid... about the kiss... Do we have to kiss in front of the guests... I am not a good kisser.""So that is the problem," I said while laughing."It's all right... we don't have to show a 'good' kiss; we are not in the porn-maker studio. So is the wedding vow, honey... We don't have to impress people.""I don't want to impress people," she said. "I just don't want to embarrass you.""Oh god, my honey... here here" I hug her, and then I whisper to her ear :"My dear baby, how could I be ashamed to have a
"Oh god… Oh my god… How could it be? Is she really a human? She is fucking pretty, Erwin. My eyes will blind if I see her for a longtime," Jonathan is screaming.Of course, Jonathan, my best friend, my comrade, and my assistant finally met Nadya. Previously, Nadya and I had arrived in Utopia city, and Jonathan met us at the airport. So, I introduced Nadya to him. Like the others, he saw Nadya as a lovely girl. Luckily he is asexual. Otherwise, I would have suspected that he had fallen in love with my wife. How dare he praise a wife in front of her husband."Nice to meet you, sir," My Nadya said with a polite tone."Oh dear, just call me johny," Jonathan said."Hey...hey...how dare you call my wife as 'dear'. You want to die huh?" I said in a slightly angry tone."Hey... Nadya, do you know what is this old man name" said Jonathan. He talked to Nadya while pointing his finger at me."Off course, he is my husband
That is a hard time for her. She is sixteen, after all. I feel like I was doing something so terrible, making out with the underage girl. There is no romantic first night. Even, It looks like sexual abuse since Nadya was crying during the process. I was decided not to continue, but when I let go of her and wearing my night clothes back, she cried out:“You don’t want me.”“You are hurt, honey.”“No... I am okay,” said she.She hugged from behind and said :“Please, at least finish it.”I don’t want her to feel inferior and feel unwanted. That will be a big torment to her, so I do it. But, after that painful occasion is done, I promise that I will never do any sexual stuff to her until she is mature enough, well, at least when she doesn’t feel any pain anymore. She is too soft, too fragile, and I don't want to hurt her. I can’t just imagine she is pregnant after thi
I never expected the party I thought would be full of deep talks with company leaders to turn into the dullest party I have ever attended. I came to the party with Nadya. She wore a long light green dress. Her charm looks flawless in that dress. Her hair is braided and adorned with small flower accessories. "Indeed honey, green is your color. You look sharp," I said. We were standing in front of the mirror.See how harmonious Nadya and I are. Our height difference makes it clear."But you once said that I looked beautiful in a red " said Nadya."It's on the bed, honey. Would you like to try this dress on in bed?" I said, smirking at her."No""Why? You look sexy to in this dress.""This dress is priceless. I don't want you to rip it off."I laugh again."Allright... Allright... Then lets go," I said to her.We arrived at the hotel where the party was celebrated at 07.00 pm. Haneul welcomes us to the front door. But when I ente
I walked towards her. At that time, I really wanted to slap her rotten face. And it seems that everyone is mad at her too. If they weren't angry, then they felt disgusted at this annoying woman. Nevertheless, Haneul stopped me."Erwin. Calm yourself please. I will punish her. But, dont get yourself in trouble," he said.Then the troublemaker said:"He's much more handsome when he's angry." That makes me understand. The best way to shame people like Kyara is to ignore her. People like her tend to be happier when their madness is replied to.Nadya and I immediately left. Outside, before we got into the car, Nadya was crying loudly. She must be in shock. I hugged her tightly."Oh, my baby, I am so sorry," I said."It's not your fault," She took a handkerchief from my trouser pocket and used it to blow her nose."I am all right. You know that, I'm used to being called a whore" she said."Don't worry baby. That mad woman just jealous of
Back to Erwin's point of view :A month had passed after the chaotic party. Nadya and I have forgotten everything that happened there. Next week is winter. Nadya and I can't wait to see the first snowfall. That morning, Nadya and I were watering flowers together in the small garden in our backyard."Erwin, what is the prettiest flower here?" asked Nadya."You," I said, smiling at her. "Oh please... What is your favorite flower?" "You, honey. You are my favorite everything," I said. She looks annoyed. Then, she said:"cheap seduction"I'm laughing."Are you have menstruation?" I asked. "Yeah, I'm on my period. How do you know?""I heard that girls who are menstruation get angry easily," I said as I pinched her nose. She didn't say anything. She took the basket and started picking flowers to put in the vase. In our house, every table is decorated with a vase of flowers. "Oh my god," I said."What?" she said in worry tone."If you are in your period. Then, we can't make out tonight,"