51 #You can't Leave

God, why am I feeling so lost and confused? I've been trying my best, but it feels like I'm going in circles.

I thought it was finally time to move on, with new people and new experiences, but instead, I found myself involved with the same person who hurt me over and over again. It's frustrating to see history repeating itself, and it's making me question my own judgment. I need to find the strength to break free from this toxic cycle and prioritize my own well-being.

I watch Jason from across the room, talking to someone on the phone with a smile on his face. I don't think he feels any remorse for the pain he has caused me. It's disheartening to witness him seemingly unaffected by his actions while I continue to suffer the consequences.

Why do I keep allowing myself to be drawn back into this destructive pattern? Is it because I still hold onto hope that things will change, or am I simply afraid of being alone? Regardless, I know deep down that I deserve better, and it's time for m