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76 | Misgivings

◇ KEL ◇

Unrequited feelings would be my untimely demise.

It would happen, for sure.  I just couldn't tell when.

In my head, the thin line between love and hate seemed to blur even more.   I didn't want to forget about him;  I wanted to be with him.  But I hated the consequences.  I hated how he thought it wouldn't work out and wouldn't even try.

Nothing made sense anymore.  Trying to comprehend the complexity of our situation, although necessary, just took a toll on me mentally, emotionally.

It didn't help that he now seemed eager to stay close to me.  All of sudden, he wanted to be intimate.

Maybe he just wanted to hear everything that happened? Every other detail I left out. Maybe he didn't want to ask, for fear of traumatizing me further.  Maybe he just wanted to understand why I suddenly left New York for a wild hunch,  risking my life in the p
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