Have you ever cared for the word love? Or simply the word Care?
A question that keeps my mind occupied.
A question that bothers me which I don't know why..
And...
A question that I want answer for...
Some say, Love completes the big portion of your life, because without love you will never be complete.
Or in other words...
'Love completes us'
I don't hate Love, but I've never thought of it.
Infact I beleive in it cause that's how my parents found each other.
And now we're a one big happy family not until an accident broke it..
Nine years ago,
"Are you done sweetheart?"...I heard mom asking me.
"Yes I am"..I cheerfully answered before grabbing my suitcase down the stairs.
"Hey mom, where are we going again?"...I asked her.
"We're going to your grandma"...mom said and I nod at her.
After we put all our luggages in the trunk of our car, I excitedly let myself in.
"Are you that excited sweetheart?"...mom said to me while dad is driving the car.
"Yes mommy, I finally get to see Grandma"...I said.
Mommy just smiled at me and dad opened the radio of the car and some music started to play..
It's so beautiful in here. I rarely got to see nature because in the city I was always surrounded by huge and tall buildings, so it's kinda nice to be away sometimes.
While I am enjoying the view of the beautiful nature we're passing by, I noticed that we are now alone in the road, no cars behind or any vehicle so it's quiet and only the sound of our car can be heard at that time.
"Mom, Are we there yet?"....I asked here because I'm getting bored and hungry too.
"Yes baby, we are halfway there"...mom said to me.
"Are you hungry sweetie"...and now dad asked me the real question. "Yes dad"...I said and they both laughed a bit.
"I have chips in here baby, want some?"...I noticed mommy took out the chips from her bag so my mood was slightly lighten up. "Yeah I'd love to"...then mommy smiled at me before handing me the chips.
I already finished eating but I was about to drink when I remebered that my water bottle was in my mom's bag too.
"Mom, I want to drink"....I said so she get my water bottle out of her bag but suddenly it fell down to the little and narrow space of the passenger and driver's seat so mom is having a little hard time to get it...
I want to help her but my seatbelt is kinda tight so I can't help her, and instead dad help her..
Just in time where our car should turn left when a big truck was also coming from our direction.
I was scared that time, and I can't even talk or tell dad.
I can't also move.
Until.....
"Got it"....dad said and handed it to me so I quickly grab it from his hand.
And that, I hear mom's voice screaming...
"Turn the car!"...she keep screaming that but I only can watch what's happening, there is no tear dripping from my eye, I froze right there and all began to slow motion.
As my mom we're screaming and my dad trying every possible way to avoid the truck, but it turns useless becuase the truck already hit us.
That's when my senses came back as the car rolls over to the ground, all windows have been broken and my mom and dad were left unconscious.
I keep trying to remove my seat belt but I can't so I grab one of the broken windows glass and start to cut the seatbelt on me and gladly it went off me.
"Mom, Dad"...my eyes suddenly watered when I saw my mom and dad lying to ground unconscios, so I immediately got off the car although my head was covered also with blood.
I couldn't think of myself right now, because I am worried about my mom and dad.
"Mom, please wake up, please"...I cried as I crawled up to their dead bodies covered with non-stop flowing blood from their bodies. "Dad! Mom! Please!"....I cried and cried.
Until I hear the police siren and also the ambulance but still I couldn't stop from crying.
The nurses started to check my parents body and I bet they assume they're already dead which is true.
They also began to nurse me and I cried again when I saw my mother and fathers body being covered with a white cloth.
'Til then I regreted it, I shouldn't have asked mom that time. I should've wait till dad turn the car before the truck could hit us. It was all my fault.
I wish I could've said sorry to them...
I wish I could say I love you to them...
Or
Even Goodbye.....
That...time I had a funeral to both of my parents and a chance to send them off...
But after that...nurses and police agreed to send me to the orphanage, I didn't refuse at all...I was depressed back then, and all I can think was my parents who died...
It was comfortable at the orphanage though, but I've never socialized to the other kids there.
I would've talk but to the nuns there only,
And also that day I lost all the love I've been holding on. My parents died..and I'm all alone now..
And till then I've never tried myself to associate with others again, because I'm afraid I can make the same mistakes again.
And since then without my parents I feel like I'm not complete anymore..
-Sarah
SARAH'S POVALARM RINGSπππIt was Monday today so I have to get up early, since my alarm gets noisy again.After I got off my bed, I quickly go to the bathroom and take a shower, well that's my routine.After showering, I wear my formal attire and pack my uniform for my job.Yeah I have a job. I'm a working student. I am in college right now. I work at my bestfriends cafe which her parents own, because they said she could handle it better after finishing school which is right.As I'm done fixing myself. I made my way downstairs to cook some breakfast, so I checked my refregirator.Lets...See...I have EGGSBACONSVEGGIES HOTDOGSFROZEN GOODS
RING....RING.....RING.....I heard my noisy phone so I grab it while still lying on the bed.I look at the screen and I saw Lesley calling.. Lesley Calling....... πAnswer πDecline"Hey""Are you not awake up yet?""Mmm""What?!""Why? What is it""Oh my god did you forgot?""We have a day class today girl""What?!""Yeah, Did you forgot?"
"Hey Miss"I pretended not to hear him, and started to walk but a hand grab my wrist and turned me to face him."Let go!"...I sternly said while glaring at him but I heard another footstep behind me walking near me and touching my shoulders so I shrug it off."You've got a nice shoulder miss"....I heard him saying.As I couldn't take it anymore I used my free hand to punch him but it gotten more worse.Because he locked my wrist in his hand and gripped it tightly so now I only have my feet so I kicked the man infront of me who is about to walk near me.But As I noticed there we're three of them and they keep wlking near me so all I can do now is to scream for help."Help! Please! Help"...my tears were about to fall bit this big guy who is gripping my wrist tightly just chuckels.
So to all those who haven't pass their projects must pass this week, because the deadline will be on Friday, understood?"....Our lec. said, pointing out those who haven't pass their projects.After that I immediately fix my things and headed out to the classroom together with Lesley.Since it's an early dismissal, because the teachers have neeting so they are letting us go home this early, Lesley and I decided to go to the mall.It's been a while since I bought some stuff so I'm going with her.While we we're walking, I couldn't help to be busy with my phone cause I'm planning to get an extra job to earn more because this years semester will be over soon and soon we will be on our 3rd semester so I need to pay my tuition fee again and it get's higher every semester.I was about to look at the jobs list on my ohone when I heard a loud sound and beep coming infront of me so I got
"Be my girl"......he said and I was shocked really."What?! Are you insane"....I confusingly said."Im not asking you for real, I'm asking you for fake only".....he said."What? I don't understand you and back off dude, I'm not as easy as you think"....I said and walked away but he followed me."Hey, Not everyone can be asked out by me?"....woah....is he telling me that I should be surprised or something that he's asking me out?"And not everyone like me likes to be asked""Come on"....he plead but I ignored him and start to walk again."There's no bus already!"....I said freaking out because I totally missed the last one."So..."I heard him say."So what?""You're walking again?"....he asked but I ignored him and start walking down the neighborhood."Hey Bumper"....he shouted and that makes me stop."What do you want?".....I said angrily."Accept my offer""No I won't, go find another, you have many
"It's already 7:00 am, I should go by now"....I said while finishing packing my things and the toys that I was about to give to the orphanage.After locking the door I walked from the neighborhood to thebus station.Since it's in Hilltown, I need to take a bus and a cab to be there. That's my hometown ofcourse I know.The moment the bus arrived. I quickly walked in the bus and find a single seat for me But I noticed that the single seats are full so I have no choice but to be seated beside the man sitting in the middle part of the bus.As I sat on it. I put down the big box I was carrying. It's not actually big. It's just enough for me to carry alone."Where are you going?".....I was a bit shock at this mans voice when he asked me. "Can you stop chasing me?"I irritatingly said. Yeah It's the JERK again."I will not until..." he paused and remove his cap and mask, so I can no
WAYNE'S POVAfter I got abandoned by her. I get stuck in here so I called Lucas. Calling Lucas......... Ringing............"Hey bro""What's up?""She's hard dude""I can't believe you're giving up like that""What are you talking about? Me? Giving up? Never""So how come you couldn't get her""I told you she's really hard to please""Well You've done a lot like that, why is it so hard, remeber the deadline bro""I know that""Oww...kay, good luck""Tss!"After I ended the call. I immediately find that girl.I walked down the streets but still I couldn't find her.Where exactly is she?Until....I pass through a cemetery, I saw a girl there sitting on the ground and I can hear her sobs.I came close to see who it is and I was right it's Bumper.
Morning came and I got up early. It's sunday today and I don't know her whereabouts but I do know her address so I will go there and check.And if you're about to ask where did I or who gave me her address, Well, someone didn't tell it to me.We have our research in every girl here in the university including her, well except for the teachers.As I began to fix my hair, I heard my phone ringing. Crane Calling...... Ringing........."Hey""What's up""It's seems that you're doing something""Yup, I need to, for the dare""Well, you really hate giving your sports car away?""Yeah, It's one of my favourite""Okay, finish the dare and your car is all yours""I know, Where's Lucas?""He's sorrounded by the girls again, showing off"