Chapter 228Eden"Eden, wake up."I recognize the voice. Someone who comes in for coffee at the shop, but it also seems more familiar than that. "C'mon Eden, you're out of surgery."Surgery? What did I have surgery on? Then it all comes flooding back. The pain I'd felt for days, trying to make it through so I could keep making money. Devante finding me at the shop, and then bringing me to the hospital. Him not leaving my side since this started, and being everything I've needed him to be.With a gasp, I surface from underneath whatever was keeping me down."There you are."Karsyn is standing over me. Not long ago she took a job here, and I don't think I've ever been so happy to see someone in my life. Knowing the face staring back at me is a relief. "Am I okay?" I sob unexpectedly."Aww, you're fine." She pushes back my hair. "Do you want a cool washcloth for your face?"I nod, trying to keep my chin from wobbling, my teeth from chattering. "What's happening to me?""Is
Chapter 229DevanteShe's asleep as we pull up to my apartment building. I hate to wake her, given that I know how rough the past few days have been for the both of us. Without her help though, I won't be able to get her up the stairs and into my unit."Eden," I whisper, as softly as possible, trying not to give her a start. She stirs, and I grab hold of her shoulder, shaking her a little bit. "Eden," I try again.That does it. She opens her eyes wide, and tenses, gasping painfully as I imagine her abused muscles protest. "Don't. Remember, you just had surgery. You're going to be very sore if you move like that."Recognition dawns in her eyes. "That wasn't some sort of fever dream, or the worst nightmare of my life?" "No," I laugh. "Unfortunately it wasn't. You'll be feeling it for a few days."She rolls her head back and forth. "I'm so tired.""It's the anesthesia. It'll take you some time to sleep it off. If you can help me get you upstairs, we'll settle you down and you ca
Chapter 230EdenWaking up today is much harder than it was yesterday, because I already feel how sore I am, and Devante is saying words.Words that are annoying me."Eden, open those pretty eyes."I push at where I think his voice is coming from. "Noooo," I groan."C'mon, are you okay?""Annoyed," I mumble.He chuckles loudly. "Are you not a morning person?"Opening my eyes, I glare at him. "Not until after I've had my first cup of coffee," I sigh. "Usually you don't see me until after two." "I was starting to wonder if I'd need to pull out the smelling salts.""Are those really a thing?" I ask, turning my head to the side. "I've only ever heard of them in old movies.""They are." He reaches out, putting his palm on my forehead. "Just making sure you don't have a fever.""Am I good?" I grumble, wrinkling my nose at him.Even though he's annoyed my slumber, I'm still thankful I woke up next to him. Here, I feel safe. Safer than I've felt in years. Last night I slept lik
Chapter 231DevanteMy heart pounds as I head back to my bedroom. After the past few days, seeing her so vulnerable and with her guard down, I'm more attracted to her than I've been since I saw her for the first time at the coffee shop. Protective.It's something I almost didn't recognize any longer. An emotion I haven't let lodge itself in my chest since Trina. I'd given her every part of me, and we'd sparked fast. We'd burned, hot and heavy, until we'd erupted into a flame that smothered itself, and took everything in its wake right along with it. This isn't what I want with Eden, but I'm terrified.Afraid to put myself out there again, but at the same time, afraid that if I don't I'll lose what could be that once-in-a-lifetime thing all the men and women around me talk about. I've taken responsibility for her in this moment, and I know I'll have a responsibility to her in the future. She's buried herself deep beneath my skin, and I'm not going to be able to give her up easily; ev
Chapter 232Eden"I can't believe you're watching this with me," I giggle as I lay on Devante's couch, my legs in his lap as we make our way through Love is Blind on Netflix."It's what you chose." He shakes his head, lifting his eyes upward. "But I can't believe it either. Two days, woman, we've been watching this shit, and I am more invested in Cameron and Lauren than I am my entire love life up to this point."I laugh harder, which causes slight pain along my stomach. I grip the pillow harder, laughing into it."Be careful," he warns."Then don't be so funny."That's one of the things I've learned about him in the past few days as I recuperated at his house. He's not nearly as serious as I've always assumed he him to be. When we've hung out with each other in the past, maybe we haven't been able to let our guards down the way I thought we had. In this setting we are; we're learning all the things about each other we haven't asked about before. Being in his space with no one els
Chapter 233Eden"Are you sure you're ready for this?" Devante asks as I sit on his bed, putting my hair up in a high ponytail.Excitement flows through me like the current of a river. "I haven't seen anything other than the hospital or your apartment in a little over a week, D. I'm ready."He laughs. "That's painful, the way you said it like you're sick of being with me."My eyes roll and a smirk curls the side of my lip. "I'm not sick of being with you," I make sure to clarify. "I'm sick of being stuck in one place where I can't go do all the things I've always done for myself.""So in other words, it's not you, it's me."Giggling, I shake my head at his ridiculousness. "Exactly.""Do you need help getting your pants on?""These aren't pants, they're leggings," I correct him. "These are things you should know.""Typically I'm cutting clothes off of people, I don't have time to know what to call what they're wearing."It hits me hard in the chest - what he's saying. I don'
Chapter 234DevanteThe smile on Eden's face is the best thing I've seen in days. The joy radiating from within is intoxicating. She's in her element as the girls surround her, loudly talking. "They've been waiting all morning for her to show up." Menace comes to stand next to me, folding his arms over his chest. "She's been begging me to bring her since we woke up," I admit. "But I've been worried about it being too much for her. I don't want her to tire herself out and have a setback."Menace nods. "I get it. We always want the best for them, and there are certain times where we have to take a step back. Instead of being an overbearing asshole, we need to be understanding and let the women in our lives do what is best for them. It's hard." He runs a palm over his still-thick hair. "Especially when we want to keep them safe, we want to protect them from everything that could possibly hurt them. To let them go out in the world and stand strong? Fuck, it's anxiety I'd never expe
Chapter 235Devante"Promise me you won't do anything you shouldn't do." Eden glares. "I think I know how to take care of myself, D.""All I'm saying is we had to force you to go to the hospital." I shrug."Low blow.""Hey, I do what I have to, to make sure the people I care about are taken care of."Her eyes, almost the color of sand this morning, soften. "I get it. I shouldn't have put money before my health. I learned a lesson."My chest swells with pride. Other women I've been with would take this as me being an asshole, but the fact is, I care about her. "I'm glad." I let my hand drift to her chin, tilting it up so we can focus on one another. "You mean too much to me to let anything happen to you."Her gaze travels down to my lips, her arms wrap around my waist, her fingers dig into the muscles of my lower back. She wants it, and so do I. I'm contemplating leaning in and stealing the taste I want so much when the doorbell rings. Both of us groan and I allow my forehead