Chapter 38: The Surprise

Alessia

I paced to and fro with a cold and angry look on my face. How dare he. I gritted my teeth with an angry look as I watched him leave the room.

Why can't I resist him? Why did I keep falling for his charm? Why can't I push him away when he tries to kiss me? I clenched my fist and bit on my lower lips as different questions crossed my mind.

I find it hard not to blame myself for what transpired between me and him last night. I hate myself for falling for him so helplessly that I had sex with him. It was as though I'd lost my sense.

There's something about him that I can't tell. He's so handsome that I find it hard to resist him whenever he comes closer to me.

Words can't describe how angry I was when I woke up and met myself naked on the bed beside me. And the worst part is that he doesn't look remorseful. He even had the gut to kiss me.

I hate him for using me even though I enjoyed myself last night. I hate to admit it but I know I can't run away from reality.

I wish I cou