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Marcel McClain

After Dylan threw the L word at me, I don’t t know how to react anymore. Gina seems to have noticed because she kept following me around the pack house and asking me what was wrong. I wanted to tell her, have someone to confide in but I can tell, I know she will freak out and it is probably why he isn’t telling Alicia too because they willfreak out and I am not saying this because I am a misogynist. Fine, maybe a little but still.

I can’t let them freak out and Dylan should now lose whatever time he has left which I imagine is very little and I keep thinking about his request. I asked him what he means that he wants to be put down and then he told me that he needs to be put down the same way we put rapid guard dogs down because that’s exact what he is now. He doesn’t want to do shit without knowing what he is doing and he thinks the moon goddess will subject him to eternal damnation if he hurts people even though she can see that he is a lunatic. Honestly, nothing abou