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⊰ 20.5 | 1 ⊱ Heart of Fear: Part 1
⊰ Marcel ⊱
I pace the length of the foyer, my heart pounding in my chest, my blood pulsating in my ears. Every second feels like an eternity, every moment stretching out into a lifetime of fear and uncertainty.
Where the hell are they? What’s taking so long?
I did the best I could to stay calm, but the second I saw the call come in from Mercy’s phone, I knew something was wrong. The thought of her out there, in danger, while I was stuck here, helpless…it’s maddening.
This is why this needs to end. She can’t live like this. I can’t live like this.
The sound of tires screeching outside snaps me out of my thoughts, and I’m moving before I even realize it, my feet carrying me towards the front door. I yank it open just as the familiar black SUV comes to a halt, my eyes scanning the vehicle for any sign of Mercy.
In the next second, the back door flies open, and there she is, her face pale and streaked wit
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