Hazel’s POVMy heart is broken and for days I’d thought I was going to die especially after fainting constantly. I was grateful to have Alesha with me through it all but there’s only little she can do to help.“Hazel?” Alesha called as she knocked on the door while I snuggled under my bed sheets. I didn’t want to go outside.Leaving my room is another hardest thing for me to do, I just wanted to stay indoors and enjoy the peace of being alone. I needed time to wallow in my heartbreak.“How long are you going to keep yourself locked up in the room for?” She asked with a sigh and I only rolled my eyes as I sniffed.“You barely ate anything, Hazel please, you’re only hurting yourself even more and if you don’t care about yourself or anyone else at least take a moment to think about the baby.” She added.She was right, I’m not alone anymore and if I kept on starving myself I would be starving the baby too.Getting out of bed, I groaned when I had to stand and each step I took towards the
Hazel’s POV After 6 hours of being in the plane. I thought I was going to pass out just before the captain announced our arrival and I couldn’t be any more grateful.I got out of the plane and it was late already, I looked around and found the perfect hotel to spend the night. I checked in and it wasn’t as expensive as I thought it was going to be.Tired, I went to bed to rest. I was going to see my doctor first thing tomorrow morning.The name was confusing and I had no idea what their gender is but I shrugged it off as I laid back on my bed and covered myself up with the sheet.The blaring sound of my bedside alarm jolted me out of my deep sleep. The bed was so comfortable and I had no idea I’d slept for so long until my alarm went off.Walking to the bathroom, I got ready for my appointment as I rummaged through my bag to find the little diary I usually hold.Holding it with me, I boarded a taxi to the hospital the doctor back at home had described to me, it was the biggest and th
Hazel’s POV“But, you know,” Alesha's voice jolted me out of my thoughts and brought me back to the present.“There are no buts!” I said firmly, “why on earth are you hell bent on me forgiving him like you have no idea how much I hurt when these shits happened?” I asked, my voice breaking and I knew Alesha didn’t mean to make me remember my hurt.“I’m sorry, it’s just. He’s been coming here for days now and sometimes he would even sleep in his car, refusing to leave until you come out to see him,” she explained and I groaned in frustration.“And he’ll keep coming if I don’t tell him something, I don’t mean to hurt you or even force you to do what you don’t want to do. I would never do that.” She finished and I sighed.Damian had been going to my apartment in search of me? What does he want from me after what he put me through?I knew Alesha would never try to convince me to go back to him and now that she explained why she’s been doing that, I just had to understand.Damian has always
Hazel’s POV“Yes, Uhh, yes.” I blurted out as he pulled me up. Blinking multiple times, I couldn’t believe the similarities he had with Damian.It took me a while before I could finally get myself back on track and I mentally slapped myself for thinking about Damian at a time that I’m supposed to actually forget about him.What the hell is wrong with me?“Are you sure? You really don’t seem fine.” He answered with a smile and I tried to shake the thought of Damian off my head as I nodded and smiled nervously.“I’m fine, I’m really sorry about your clothes. I wasn’t looking, I didn’t mean to…” I was still talking when the sound of his laughter made me stop.I was talking and apologizing like someone was after my life and he just smiled and laughed like nothing had happened.“It’s really fine, I’ll just change and put something else on.” He said and I chuckled nervously as I tried to apologize again.“Really, if you apologize one more time I might lose my mind,” he added amidst laughter
Hazel’s POVThe sudden sound of my phone ringing jolted me awake and I looked at my bedside clock to see that it was still 3 AM.Who could be calling me by this time?Groaning, I struggled to find my phone and when I picked it up, the caller ID I saw was one that got me angry at once.Why does he keep calling me?Ignoring the call, I switched my phone off as I decided that I was going to get a new number in the evening on my way back from work.I tried to sleep back but it seemed difficult and I had to put on a loud ASMR to help me sleep and thankfully it worked because my eyes got tired and soon went shut.“Hazel?” I heard my landlord's voice followed by a soft knock on the door and I groaned. I didn’t want to get out of bed but when I opened my eyes to see how bright it was, I jumped up at once.The knock on the door came again and with a towel wrapped on my head and my brush sticking out the side of my mouth, I walked to the door to open it.“Mr Robert,” I called. I initially thoug
Damian’s POVIt’s been almost six months with no news about Hazel and her whereabouts. I’d thought I was going to give her some time to cool off but that was the most stupid thing I could’ve ever done.For six months, I’ve been going to her apartment in hopes that I was going to see and that wasn’t the only place where I would wait for her.Today being one of those days, I sat in my car as I waited for the moment Hazel would step out. Alesha told me she’s gone out of town but she didn’t specify where she went.I had a lot of plans, I’d thought I was going to take her to places and even ask her to be my wife on her birthday when Lillian showed up and ruined everything.Getting out of the car, I saw Alesha get out of her apartment and I followed her to her car, she was oblivious to the fact that someone was following her.“Oh my gosh,” she gasped when she turned and I was standing behind her, “Damian! You scared me.” She pointed out and I forced out a smile.“You really should be more c
Damian’s POVNot wanting to stay in the house any longer, I walked to my car and drove off. I made my way to the hospital where Hazel’s brother was.That was the second place I went to whenever I wanted to get things off my chest. Sitting and just talking to Callum even though I knew he wouldn’t be able to answer was therapeutic.The poor boy must’ve been tired of me showing up and talking about his sister all the time, he must even hate me for hurting his sister the way I did but I hope he understood that I didn’t mean to.It was late by the time I got to the hospital and parking my car properly, I made my way directly to his ward. Everyone around knew better than to stop me from going to him.Even though it was past visiting hours I was still allowed to see Callum anytime I wanted to. Stopping for a moment, I opened the door and I was disappointed yet again.Part of the reason why I usually go to the hospital was because I always held out hope that I was going to bump into Hazel som
Damian’s POVI was lost, confused. I had no idea what else to do than be vulnerable in the presence of my best and only friend.Isaac patted my back slowly and told me that I needed to brace myself up since I can’t be seen crying.Taking the letter Hazel wrote to Callum out of my pocket, I handed it to him so he could read the contents too.“She still love me,” I sighed as I paced around the small room trying to decide on what to do, “she still does and there’s no fucking address on that piece of paper!” I yelled as I hit the only table in the room.“I’ve searched everywhere, Isaac, what am I missing? Where am I missing?” I asked as I turned to him, my eyes red and my vision were becoming blurry.“Damian,” he called as he made his way closer to me, “get a grip on yourself, man. We’ll find her, I promise you.” He added and my heart calmed.I knew Isaac would do anything to let me have Hazel back and I couldn’t help but just take his words for it.“As long as she still roams the face of