To think she loves me. Hearing those words come from the lips of an angel, puts me in seventh heaven. I will love her in ways that she has never been loved before. For more reasons, she has ever been told. For longer as she will ever remember. For more than she can possibly deserve. I will show her more love than she ever thought existed in me.
But now she has a secret. Coming from a man with secrets, secrets are sometimes better left untold. But is this something I would like to hear?
"Boo, what is going on?"
"Soldier, I know how much the Marines mean to you. And I know how much you really want to redeploy."
"And I am not going to redeploy if I can't have you. If you have to ask me tomorrow, then I would say the same."
"But you giving up on your dream, and I don't want you to be giving anything up for me."
"Boo you don't understand. I love you. The Marines are not going to love me; you are going to love me. I don't care what I need to give
Secrets and lies that is what our relationship has been made up of. To be very honest, not one of the best ways to start a relationship on. If this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life with, then maybe you should reevaluate your choices. Your choices affect your future, defining moments shape you, and love is what keeps you whole. So make sure you do it right from the start.The thing is, if you tell a lie once, then all your truths are questionable. They say a truth does not cost you anything but a lie will cost you everything. Secrets and lies will kill a relationship; no matter how careful you are, you are going to get caught.Should there really be any more secrets between us? I mean, is there really a point where you have to bend the truth as far as you possibly can. But is a secret and a lie the same thing? Technically not. But to the person on the other side of this question, they are both equally the same.No matter which way you look at
As a young child, we all have dreams; at the tender age of even seven, a child can tell you what he wants to be the day he grows up. It might change several times over the years, but the principle stays the same, you still have a dream. In a way, we never grow up; we are always aiming higher and bigger but yet we still dream.I am not one that needs to remind you what it feels like to have a dream taken away from you. So when I heard that I could have my dream back, I did not hesitate to grab it with both hands.The best part of this yet is that I will have Isabella by my side, walking this path with me step by step. I am scared that if I close my eyes for a minute too long, all of this was a real dream in my head.Sitting here with her next to me, I feel that I need to hear it again. God, I hope that my ears were not deceiving me."Boo, please tell me again. I am so afraid I have fallen asleep and have dreamt this impossible dream.""Soldier, I am
The bus was near inches away from driving out of town, and Isabella has asked the driver to stop. To say that I am not scared for what is about to happen would be a blatant lie. Has she at this very last second gone and changed her mind?But the driver does as she asks, and he pulls the bus over to the side and stops. The doors are not even open yet, and she is dashing outside. The tremble in her hands is so bad that they are clearly visible. I don't know what, but something has got her spooked.I move closer to her but very slow, for I know not to cramp her space when she is having what she calls a panic attack. Not truly a real one in the sense of the word. It is just she prefers her space when she needs a moment to think for herself."Boo, are you okay? What is wrong?""Soldier, are we making the right decision?""I think we are. Do you think otherwise?""I am scared we are going to lose each other. My heart won't take being without you."
If a Marine tells you that you have a problem, then you better know that you either run or something really big is about to happen. By the looks on Harrison's face, it is not the sort of problem I am running away from this time.We have just almost settled in what will be our new home for much of our foreseeable future, that is when we are not out somewhere on a mission. The excitement has now somewhat died after Harrison's announcement.As I know Harrison well, he is not a man to beat around about it; he says it as he sees fit. I need not ask him once, and he will be honest."So what is the problem?""Well, your evaluation is in a few days; I will still let you know of the exact time. But there is a slight problem.""What is the problem?""Are they not going to allow me to deploy?"Isabella sees disappointment building in my eyes. She reaches over and locks her fingers around mine, and pull me closer. There is a visible tremble in my
What has just happened? It feels like the past hour has been a blur. Harrison shows up here and knocks me completely out with some incredible news. But somehow, I know it was not incredible for Isabella too. The way her voice vibrated through the room clearly showed that she was utterly shocked. I cannot blame her; if it were me, I would have reacted exactly the same.To be honest, I am not sure what I want to do either. Not even a month ago, I was told I could deploy but only be part of the Battle Opps, and now, well, now I hear I can be a squad leader too. What does a man do?But since we are in this together, this is a choice that we both need to make."Boo, tell me what you are thinking.""Soldier, I don't know. This...this is rather big. I mean, this is why we are here, is it not?""Yes, but I am not supposed to be going out in the field; that was never part of the plan.""You more than anyone knows that plans change.""This is a
Sometimes you have to take a leap and pray that you do not fall. For sometimes, the leap is so great that if you fall, you are going to fall hard. Falling is hard, but falling hard is even harder. So if you fall, you better pray you are falling onto something soft.And something soft is what awaits me and tackles me to the ground. Isabella has me down on the grass, holding me as tight as she cans."Yes, yes, yes, soldier! A hundred times over, yes!""Damn boo, for a second there; I thought you were going to strangle me.""Hahaha. I will wait until we are married before I kill you.""Now that is something to look forward to. But can we take this inside? Our new neighbor is giving us a funny eye."I pick her off her feet and carry her into the house. Once inside, I throw her over my shoulder and slap her on her ass"Soldier, what are you doing? Put me down!""Practicing."When we get to the room, I drop her body elegantly
A suffocating silence has set over the room as every single syllable leaves my lips. My mom's once bright, happy face has just turned to a whiter shade of pale. By her hesitation and stuttering words, I just know it is a question she was hoping I would not ask in the first place. After several moments and a couple of poor attempts, she finally finds the courage to speak."I am afraid he is not coming, Clay.""What do you mean he is not coming, mom?""You know how your father is; if he does not approve of something, he makes it known.""He does not approve of something like my wedding?""He still thinks you are making a mistake."And just as soon as my mom says that Isabella bursts into tears and runs off the room. First, he does not approve of me getting married, and now he forces her to cry. If anyone should be pissed off around here, then it should be me. I cannot believe how selfish he can be. I know he has not approved of me becoming a M
If ever there was a face that I did not want to see again, he would definitely be one of them. I obviously did not hit him hard enough the last time. But that is not the problem; what is the buff dumbo doing on my doorstep in the first place? Did I not make it quite clear to him that I never wanted to see his ugly face again.Now, if he thought that he would get a warm reception just showing up here, well, he can be glad I am not punching him in his face again."What do you want, Paul?""I came here to see Isabella.""Well, Isabella does not want to see you.""She does. Can you just call her for me?"Has this man indeed grown even more stupid than his last beating. He obviously does not understand what a simple no means. I can think of one way I would like to refresh his memory, but I know that Isabella shall slap me instead. So I will get him to move along instead."Not going to happen. What are you doing here in any case?""I