It was bearable to have everyone hate you for taking Luna's life, which they all concluded was somewhat better, but having your father, who caused your birth, also hate you, hurts so terribly, and I can't help but feel deeply broken!
"Making her a slave isn't enough!" the Beta's mate chipped in, and I felt my heart flinch...
I just wonder if she will ever have a mate. Who would be her mate? That person is so unlucky, she is surely going to kill him like the monster she is! " The Beta snorted.
"Can we just banish her away from this pack?" the Luna, Elf, spoke out for the first time, and my heart leapt off its ribs. I looked up at her abruptly.
That is the worst thing that can ever happen to a werewolf. Being a rogue is the same as being killed, just that it is more shameful. You will forever be a disgrace. Any Alpha who finds you will take your life immediately. You are surely going to be treated like a leper.
Tears covered my eyes as I drifted my gaze, and it fell on the Alpha King's eyes. It was like he was contemplating the words of Elf,
"I think I would do.."
He couldn't finish his talk before I lost balance and fainted.
I can't bear hearing it. He really wants to banish me!!
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My eyes fluttered and opened wide as a full bucket of water was splashed on my whole body. Cold shrills went through me as I sprang.
I looked up to see who poured the water on me and saw it was one of the guards. The floor turned so cold, making me sit up immediately...
I rubbed my face to clear my vision. Great weakness took over me. My head hurt so badly that it was pounding like hell, making me feel dizzy.
"Get out of there and back to work.Do you think fainting can save you?" I heard the gruff tone of the guard with a kick, which followed shortly.
I arched my brow as my brain went blank. I couldn't recall what brought me here, and now, he mentioned fainting. I was so confused at how and why I fainted...
"Would you get your a***s off there, you monster?" The voice got louder and echoed in my skull, accompanied by a heavy knock this time.
I shrieked at the pain before springing up abruptly. The pounding in my head increased after the knock and I felt like I would die. The pain was just so excruciating...
With my blurry vision, I looked around and saw that I was in an empty room. I shut my eyes and took a deep breath before opening them again. This time I could see a bit clearer...
My eyes rolled over every corner of the room, then I realized I was in the dungeon.
Really???
My eyes widened, and I stared at the guards with a questioning look...
"What am I doing here and how did I get here?" I asked and got no reply as they all walked out with those grim faces that made them scarier...
The pungent scent played with my nostrils, making me feel like throwing up. My stomach grumbled both from hunger and the awful odor. That was the reason the men left quick.
At the very least, I wasn't bound in here. This has to be the worst place anyone could be kept; even a day here can kill you and your wolf. Who could bear this foul odor?
Shit!!
I finally got out and headed to the dining room. My gaze went over to the plates on the table, and that was when all that happened flashed through my head, making me cringe in terror.
My eyes widened as I quivered looking around. I can now recall why I fainted. Yes, Luna had requested the Alpha should banish me from the pack. She had said it and I could remember the Alpha agreed, although I couldn't stand to hear it all, that was what he was about to say.
"I think that is..."
My hands shivered with my lips quivering. I moved over to the table and arranged the empty plates together. Hot tears were rolling freely. Why would they all be cruel to me? Was I a devil? Did I really kill Luna?
I can't give a reply to all this. My side of the story isn't needed. They already gave me the conclusion...
I am a demon!
Furthermore, I head to the kitchen and drop the empty plates before returning to the ones with leftover food, which eventually becomes my meal.
I took it with the wines before heading to the kitchen, where I sat on the stool and devoured everything. My stomach wasn't full, but that wasn't what I cared about; I was even forcing myself to eat the food. I was hungry, but there wasn't any appetite, not when I'd be banished and hunted by Alphas...
As I slid the plate into the sink, a tear fell from my eyes...
I began to wash the plates quickly. Everyone would surely be busy with different matters outside. The Alpha and Luna would be in the palace addressing issues, others would be really busy going well with life while I'm stuck here. That's it. They restrained my movement.
My peers would be in the woods now, enjoying the wood scent and cold breeze. They would be beside the stream, playing in their wolf form. Oh yes, Even the Alpha's children would be in the garden now playing with other kids from other pack houses, it is so painful to be rejected.
Each time I look through the window and observe the beauty of the garden and woods, each time I look at the wolves enjoying themselves freely with no worries, it breaks my heart. The last time I tried sneaking out, I instantly regretted it. Dorian reported me immediately when he spotted my presence. I don't need to explain what I went through that day...
It was a day to remember. The Alpha hit me with his strong palm. I bled and felt intense pain. It was clear I was a disgrace, and he didn't just want anyone to see me. I was a stroke of bad luck, a curse...
That is just what he believed, including all the Royal Pack members.
After some minutes, I was done with the washing. I got to my room and headed to the bathroom. Sinking myself into the rusty bathtub, I poured water on myself from the bucket beside the tub...
I won't just stop shedding tears. I must have been banished, and they would be waiting for me to wake up and meet them. Maybe my dad must have even called a meeting of the generals and special advisers. He might have invited the royal chambers to officially announce my banishment.
Oh gosh, why is life so cruel to me?
I cried to myself. I whimpered, regretting coming to this world. After some minutes, I was done bathing and got to my room. Three royal guards were waiting for me already.
What???
My heart flipped at their presence. I didn't need a soothsayer to know that something bad was going to happen. What if they had come to take me to the palace?
"How can I help you, please?" I mumbled with fear. My hands were visibly shaking.
I dare not ask why they barged in without knocking. It would only lead to another round of beatings and no one is going to save me...
"You still got the time to bathe?" One of them sneered.
"The Alpha has ordered your immediate presence in the palace." Another growled, with those harsh tones that cause you to piss in your pants.
I could only nod as more terror swept through me. Do I need to doubt it?
My nightmare is about to come to reality. He is going to make me a rogue for killing his wife and looking like a demon.
"She even took her bath. I can't believe she is unaware of what is about to happen to her." The last guard grumbled, and my head pounded so terribly, hot tears fell off continuously.
"It seems we are doomed!" I heard my wolf sigh in the most devastating tone.I couldn't even reply to her. I couldn't say any other word. I simply changed into a red gown and wore my slippers, which were visibly worn out.My eyes suddenly flashed to the mirror, making me bite my lower lips in pain. The different colored eyes aren't fading. Instead, they seemed to become brighter...What sort of mystery is this?
The smirk on her face showed just one thing: an evil intention, but I had no chance to see it for over one second. I had no chance to find out why she did that, because now I am being shredded with pain...A loud shrill escaped my lips, resounding through the entire building. My body shook in extreme torment. I rolled around the floor, convulsing for breath; it was like I would die. I could sense my wolf howling in agony too. My soul was on fire, my head was pounding, I could sense every part of my soul being torn apart. The pain was so intense that I cried and cried, and I pleaded with just my teary eyes, but no one could even get a bit of pity. Each time I moved my lips to plead, I felt like it was going to melt away. The fire can't be seen, but I can feel the immense torture of being burnt to death...
There was a strong wind. It blew over all the bodies. Everything was wiped away right in front of me. My pack got into extinction. With extreme horror, I shrieked at the top of my voice, hot tears rolling down my cheeks. A great pain covered me. My whole body quivered and shook terribly. "Who did this?!?" I howled even louder, and then someone tapped my head, and I awoke to discover I was in a dream and had been sleeping... I exhaled heavily as my heart thudded very loudly and fast. "Finally, you rise?" I heard a voice but couldn't even see the person. It was pitch black everywhere. "I can't see you. Who are you?" I screamed, still in despair. The scene of that dream was tearing me apart... How will I lose everyone? "Wake up and open your eyes!" The tone sounded, and my eyes fluttered and opened finally. The light of the day shone into my eyes, making me dazed. I felt dizzy and buried my face in my arms. I raise
Each distance away from my mate sent severe pain through me. I was going far from him, and it was very painful that I wish I hadn't met him. Maybe it would ease me from this.More tears rolled down as I whimpered, my heart was growing so heavy, this would be the first and last time I would be able to have a glimpse of him, I was lucky to get out of that prison I called home when on earth would I be able to walk out, why would we meet again.I rest my head on the wall of the cart and admired him in my memory. I could see those cute face even if it was from afar. His body was well-built and muscular, nice jaw, good lips.Oh, why???.. I sobbed, burying my face into my palm wi
My eyes fluttered open, and I felt weakened to the core. Icouldn't even move my finger. My head was pounding so heavily, it was like I would die.The pains were too excruciating and got deep into my bone marrow...I opened my eyes more widely to see my surroundings, to recognize where I am now, but everything was just blurred. I closed my eyes, absorbing the intense strain that filled my entire body, with a deep grunt of sadness.I don't know what was used on me, but I was sure the wolfsbane was also added. That is just the only substance that can make me feel this severe pain.But why am
I got myself up weakly and headed straight to the window. I just found out that the room was mine. I looked out the window, and the fresh air slapped my skin, sending a sweet sensation over me; I admired the entire environment; everything outside this prison was fantastic, and I longed to leave...It doesn't seem possible; the guards are there to drag me back after multiple beatings. It would be more severe now, especially since they all concluded that I was a demon.I hope, one day, they will all know who the true demon is. The sorcerer had plans with Elf; they planned on the lies. Everyone believed the sorcerer, undoubtedly all because of their hatred for me.I pulled of
Our eyes locked, and I could swear I sensed the strong pull that drew me to her. I felt so attracted to her that her pain was becoming my pain. The sadness in her eyes was hurting me. All I craved for was her happiness. I found myself getting so attached in a manner that I couldn't just understand.Her scent filled my nostrils, making me shiver. The perfume was so sweet, so heartwarming, it made me feel something I had never felt before.I wished I could walk up to her and hug her close to my body. I just yearned to kiss and take her home. But all those were mere wishes because I couldn't even stand up. Dad's gaze was on me, and it was eating me deeply. It was freaking me out. I didn't need a soothsayer to know what would befall me if I got close to t
"How dare you feel pity for that girl? How could you be concerned about the affair around here? Have you forgotten so easily? You should never get soft or I may kill you for being useless!" He howled, his eyes glinting with pure rage...I was about to mention the mate pull but couldn't as he pushed me with such great force that I hit my head on a rock on the ground, causing blood to spurt out.He growled deeply and towered over me as I lay on the ground wincing i