Chapter 58

Ashton

I don’t know who I am anymore. Karma has eaten me up and spit me out alive, and the person left is a stranger, even in my own eyes. I used to be so strong and confident—now I’m a ghost of the man I used to be.

If I ever were a man at all...

I sigh and rub my eyes under the shower jet. I’ve made so many mistakes this year. I rejected my first mate and forced her to have an abortion. My reason is so stupid. I thought it was what my father would have wanted—it probably was, but that shouldn’t have mattered.

Sally’s position as the pack’s Omega shouldn’t have mattered. I shouldn’t have destroyed everything we had simply because I thought our child wasn’t worthy of becoming the next Alpha. I’m such a coward…

Then, as if those mistakes weren’t enough, I found Blair—a strong werewolf my father would have liked. We had a baby, and even though she drank and was busy destroying herself during our last time together, it was fine because I loved our baby, Gwyneth. She changed me and ma