Ashton Dearest moon goddess, I know I’ve been a bad person, but how long should I suffer? I’m so mentally tired that it’s not even funny. Today, after the longest meeting with the elders, I saw Seth and Blair at the store. I don’t care about them being happy, but what broke me was that Gwyneth made eye contact with me and reached out her arms, almost as if she wanted me to hug her. How am I supposed to ignore that and pretend everything is fine? Seeing her so sad and being unable to hold her broke me. “Ashton?” I look up from the bathtub. Lara is looking at me funny. “Sorry,” I say. “Did you say something?” “I asked if the water was still smoking hot.” “No... it’s perfect,” I hand her a tired smile. I’m incredibly lost, yet I’m hoping she won’t see through my facade. No one should be allowed to see me this vulnerable. I’m the Alpha of my pack, not some weakling in need of a hug. …even if a hug sounds wonderful right now. “Ashton, you’re shivering.” “Not because of the water…
Lara I follow Ashton out of the bathroom, staring at his wide back and beautiful muscles. Are we really about to share a bed? I know it’s not the most intimate thing we have done - he has given me head - yet this feels like the most romantic setting we have been in. “Do your friends know that we are mates?” Ashton asks as he opens a drawer on the side of the bed to take out a pair of gray boxers. I try not to stare at his butt when he takes off the towel wrapped around his slim waist. It’s hard, yet I somehow manage to focus my eyes on the window. “No, I…I haven’t told anyone.” Will that anger him? I look up at Ashton when he turns around. His face is expressionless. “I don’t blame you. If I were you, I wouldn’t want my friends to know I was your fated mate, either. I’m probably not popular in their eyes.” “N-no, that’s not it,” I breathe a laugh. “I’m just a bit concerned about…” I trail off, but Ashton isn’t an idiot. He gives a slow nod. “You’re worried that Sally is going to
LaraMy lips form a smile. “Just shut up and kiss me already. Also, get rid of those clothes!”He lifts a questioning eyebrow. “Excuse me, but you’re the one still wearing my towel robe.”I blink at him. The audacity! I glare at him before I realize I must admit my defeat if I want his wiener deep inside of me. “Fair enough.”With a seductive glint in my eye, I bend forward in the bed, letting the robe that was barely covering my body fall to my feet. It feels unsexy to kick it away, but Ashton’s sharp intake of breath doesn’t go unnoticed by me. My confidence blooms as his eyes roam over my body, taking in every curve and every edge of my lithe body.So, the Alpha likes me, huh?A subtle heat creeps onto my cheeks, but I can’t help but love the way his gaze makes me feel. In his eyes, I’m a desired woman, not just a ‘friend with certain benefits.’ No, I’m an object of his desire.Finally finding it in me to break the silence, I place a hand on my hip. “Your turn,” I purr, gesturing to
Lara Hours later, I wake up to my alarm blasting music from Ashton’s bedside table. It’s daylight, and I oink like a pig before my breathing returns to normal after snoring all night. Gosh, how embarrassing. Did I bother Ashton? I look at him, sleeping peacefully, his face relaxed. His strong arms are still wrapped around me, holding me tightly to his chest. A soft snore escapes his lips, and I can’t help but giggle softly. He is so cute—a total catch. I wonder if Ashton was popular back in high school. Probably. He was presumably involved with some sport since he is built like an Alpha. His face is also incredibly beautiful, almost feminine, since his eyelashes are so long. I keep daydreaming about him until I realize that I should be getting dressed. My alarm goes off at eight—I have to hurry and wake up Ashton so we aren’t late for the early combat training he holds every morning. “Hey!” I shake him awake, or at least I try. “We must get up, or we will be late for the combat t
LaraEven though I’m nervous about what Lydia has to say, I can’t fight off the smile that curls my lips when I slip behind the wheel of my brand-new car. I still can’t believe this car is mine. I’m almost scared to destroy it while Lydia has no problem slamming the door as she sits down beside me. “I can’t believe you didn’t tell me Ashton was your mate! I’m just so…shocked! Your mate is our freaking Alpha and Sally’s ex-mate. Oh my god. No wonder he brought you this brand-new car as a birthday present!” she exclaims, throwing her hands up in the air dramatically.My cheeks flush with heat, and I glance over at her, unable to hide my embarrassment. “I didn’t want to make a big deal out of it,” I mumble, focusing my attention back on the road ahead.“Are you kidding? This is huge, Lara!” Lydia shakes her head, disbelief etched across her features. “What did Sally say when she found out?”And there it is. Yikes. I bite my lip and hope Lydia will get distracted by the scenery outside t
Lara As much as I want to bang Ashton, I am aware that I must be the one to bring reason into this situation. He is on the verge of crossing a line, and it is up to me to prevent it from happening. “Ashton—” I try to sound strict as I push at his chest, but my voice betrays me when he kisses my neck. A whimper slips out, and I curse the good-looking Alpha for being so skillful with his lips. If he gets any better at finding my weak spots, I will die one day. “Mmm?” Ashton hums while pressing small kisses to my collarbone, his hand sliding up my back to rest on the nape of my neck. His touch is hot and rough - a stark reminder of the primal strength hidden beneath his polished exterior. He is incredibly alluring, yet I have to fight my slutty, inner desires. “We shouldn’t have sex,” I tell him. He stops what he is doing to stare down at me. “What do you mean?” “What I mean is that there needs to be more to this relationship than just sex.” He grins. “But sex with you is so wond
LaraI nervously walk up to the SUV that’s going to be my home for the next couple of days while I’m traveling with Ashton. Ryan is going to take care of the pack while we are gone. And Sally? She thinks Ashton is going to train me up in the mountains. It makes me feel bad. Eventually, I need to tell her that Ashton is my mate, but…not today.Strapping my backpack over my shoulder, I check the contents again: a small med kit complete with fever pills and bandages, clothes for the cold air of the mountains, and some dry food - in case there isn’t anything we can hunt up there.Ashton, on the other hand, is packing the SUV with all sorts of equipment that looks like it’s straight out of an adventure movie. Tents, ropes, camping stoves – you name it. I can’t help but watch him as he moves around the vehicle. He looks like a man who knows his way around wild terrain, and it does strange things to my heartbeat.“All set?” He grins as he spots me watching.Almost unconsciously, my gaze flick
AshtonMy heart melts when I wake up and find Lara sleeping on my back in her human form, nestled into my fur. Her breathing is slow, and I decide not to move since I don’t want to wake her.Geez, am I falling in love already?We haven’t spent much time together, but the mate bond is sizzling hot, and I know I will eventually grow addicted to this woman. Never in a billion years did I think a woman like Lara could make me soft and affectionate, but with her by my side, I’m reverting back to the kind man I was before my father shaped me into the cruel Alpha he thought I needed to be. And I don’t hate it.I’m tired of my cold and intimidating facade when, in reality, I know that I can be...kind. Or maybe it’s too late for me? I’ve made so many mistakes—terrible ones, like choosing abortion and rejecting my first mate. But maybe there are second chances given to everyone?I believe I can be good. I just need a little help...I think?Okay, I don’t know if I can be a better man yet. For now