Don't.

I was sitting with Charlie as Tiffany sat with Lotus in my bedroom. She had woken up earlier but went right back to sleep after that.

When she passed out in my arms I was scared, I thought I had lost her and it scared the shit out of me. I had just finished explaining to Charlie what happened to Lotus and he couldn't stop laughing. What a friend he is.

"I don't get what you're laughing at, it isn't funny," his laugh worsened and tears fell out of his eyes, hitting his knees he would look at me and get into another fit of laughter. I still don't get what is funny.

"You don't see it do you?" I looked at him confused and he got up still laughing and sat down next to me. "You, my friend, are in love with Lotus," he declared, clapping his hands. I don't see it.

"No," I said, shaking my head, that is a whole lot of crap, an utterly confusing load of crap. I, Antonio could never ever be in love with anybody. I loved my mama and papa, probably in the beginning before they left me alone wit