There was no word that could describe how bad she was feeling when they were on their way home. It wasn’t just the hangover. In fact, even when her head had been throbbing because of how much she drank the night prior which even caused her to blackout once again. She really needed to control herself next time because even when she knew that she was safe there or that the people that she was with didn’t really have any malicious intent towards her, who knew what things she could say or do during that time. Even when she could feel an intense feeling of wanting to know what happened the time when she blacked out, she chose not to because it would only make her feel worse about herself.
Rory couldn’t tell her anything as well, though, as she also drank a lot and also blacked out just like her. The two of them were even part of the ones suffering because of the immense han
She wasn’t certain why, but Raphael was surely acting weird towards her. It was weird in a sense that he was no longer the annoying guy who seemed to like seeing her suffer. In fact, she could even say that he was good towards her, not just decent but good. She noticed that a lot, especially when they were already back shooting around Metro. That was why when Ngel asked her how it had been, whether there was something bad that happened before her and Raphael back in Siargao, she didn’t know what to answer.Deep inside her, there was that urge to not tell the guy that her ex-boyfriend suddenly changed from what seemed like overnight. What else could she tell? How was she supposed to react to the guy’s sudden change of behavior? Even Rory had noticed already. “Have you two finall
More pictures of them in college started to spread on the internet, and that no longer surprised Timothee because for sure, the majority of their companions way back in college already knew about the two of them as actors and actresses. But it wasn’t that she was accusing those people about the spread of those pictures. It could literally be anyone, even the ones that she didn’t really interact a lot back then. Besides, it would be useful to start blaming people about it since it had already been done, and it wasn’t like she didn’t expect that in the first place.Some high school pictures of her and Raphael were also on the internet as well, but they were the kinds that didn’t really look like they were in a relationship or even in a secret relationship. They were just regular pictures that happened to have the two of them in a single frame. But when
The wind blew differently after that. Whether it was literally or figuratively, who knew? The only thing that she was well aware of was that the guy understood the assignment. She asked for space, and that was what he was giving her. She told her that she was confused, so he stopped doing things that may lead to her confusion. It was everything that she wanted, everything that she asked for, everything that she told him, but why did she feel bad? She felt as if there was something wrong that she did.It was even like she was feeling the same feeling that she usually felt whenever they had an argument before. Heavy. It was that feeling that wouldn’t enable someone to sleep soundly at night. It was better before because she knew that they would end up reconciling anyway after a few hours. But at their current status, she didn’t even know what would happen. She didn’t eve
The first major fight that they experienced in their relationship was because Raphael has been linked with one of their batchmates before, Lorene. She was one of the renowned pretty girls in their school, and was even part of the cheerleading team. She remembered it to be so dramatic, it was even like they were in a drama themselves, although she wasn’t really on bad terms with the girl unlike those in movies and books. In fact, she was even a good person, and a really talented one as well. The reason why they had a fight was because. She used to believe that she wasn’t the jealous type, but it was hard to stay by that principle, especially when she was literally in a relationship with one of the most good-looking guys in their school. A lot of girls were head over heels for him, and she even had to endure seeing those girls getting all too flirty with him from time to time.
Everything seemed to be already falling at the right place, but somehow, Timothee still felt as if something was wrong. She didn’t know why, but what she was thinking was that it was just like before, it was the same feeling that she would feel whenever something bad was going to happen. She learned to listen to that feeling, especially after the things that happened. If not every time, something bad was really about to happen most of the time. In fact, she even felt that same feeling before Raphael and she broke up that night.And just the thought of that was already enough to make her feel nervous about the whole situation. She didn’t dwell with it because it would only ruin her mood, especially now that things were already starting to be better after she took the initiative to apologize to the guy. Although there was still a hint of awkwardness that was lingering between
She felt like someone was watching her. It was like the biological phenomenon known as “gaze detection”. According to neurological studies, the brain cells that began this response were quite exact, and that humans were sensitive to other people's sight. She felt that that was the thing in her case as the both of them went out together. It had began the moment Raphael picked her up.It felt like there were eyes watching her every move, and sometimes, she would even feel the stares creeping beneath her skin. Maybe it was because of the fact that there were already celebrities, and the people in the country had already been watching their series. Maybe it was really the case, considering that there were already a number of people who asked to take pictures with them. It meant that people already recognized them.But inside her chest, she could really feel something. It was that something that she had been feeling for a while now, only this time, there w
She could remember Ngel being in her entire life. Never could she ever think of anything that she did that made an impact in her life that the guy didn’t know about. He was always there for her. They were inseparable, and for those years that they had been friends, he had always made sure that she was well, especially when she no longer had any family to begin with. He would always make her first in line. Maybe that was also the reason why it was so hard for Timothee to love him in a manner that he loved her. She considered him as his family, almost like his brother, that even when she kept on telling herself that she should give him a chance because he would certainly treat her in a way that she wanted to be treated, she really couldn’t do it.She didn’t want to force herself in a relationship with him because that wasn’t what he deserved. He deserved someone wh
“Have you talked to him?” Raphael asked as the of them had been pretending to watch the film playing on the television. She wondered how long he thought of asking her that question. She also wanted to talk about that as well because she knew that Raphael had also been worried sick about the whole situation. Even when the two guys didn’t like each other, it didn’t mean that they didn’t have the capacity to feel bad about the matter. She remembered before, Raphael would even ask whether Ngel was already feeling better when she told him that her friend was sick. Maybe they really just needed to talk about things. Maybe they’d even be good friends if only the situation was different. She let out a sigh before looking at him. He was staring intently at her, waiting patiently for her to respond. She felt a wave of sadness just th