"Ano ba! Sabi ng bitaw eh. Didn't you hear me. Bitawan mo ko." I shouted at him habang pilit na inaalis sa pag kakahawak ang kamay niya. Masyado na itong mahigpit habang pilit akong inaalis doon.
"How dare you to flirt that man"
"How dare you too to fuck my sister. Aren't we fair? Your flirting my sister, fucking her, claiming her. Eh ako that was just a dance Dale!" I shouted at him too habang hingal-hingal. Doon niya lamang nabitawan ang kamay ko bago ako tinignan ng masama.
"It's your fault that you marry me!" pag duro niya sa akin pero tinabig ko lang iyon.
"Really? Maybe I want to be your wife but it's my sister's decision why I ended up your wife. Didn't you know that she's loving another man. That he's dating someone other than you. That he plan this para mapa ikot kayo. Ang tanga niyo!" I shouted at him. But I only receive a slap coming from him. But instead of going berser
It was nearly morning when I hear my husband shouting. While throwing everything he saw and touch. Agad naman akong bumaba dahil doon. Nataranta naman ako ng makita ko siyang nakahandusay sa sahig habang nag kalat ang mga basag na gamit. I run towards him and try to help him to stand up but he pushes me.I can feel that something wounded me when I try to prevent myself from falling on the floor. And I saw a part of the vase that was in my hand. Maliit lang iyon pero mahapdi.Pero hindi ako umalis doon. I help him again but he pushes me again."Rose" he shouted while walking. Pilit ko namang inaalis siya sa mga dadaanan niyang bubog pero hindi siya nakinig."Dale stop. Wala siya dito." I told him but he didn't listen. He continue to shout and find my sister but I continue to stop him."Rose. Where are you Rose. Please Rose come back. Rose I need you!" he shouted again that makes me stop and let go of his hand. Pinahid ko muna
It was nearly morning when I feel that I'm cold. I stand up to close the aircon but I feel dizzy while doing so. Ni hindi ko nga nakayanang makatayo ng matagal because I'm always ending up laying down my bed. My head is spinning and I don't know why I want to vomit. My head aches and I'm shivering. Wala akong nagawa kundi ang pumasok sa kumot ko habang nginig na nginig. I can't take it. I don't know why did I ended up sick even I bathe after that rain.Sa ganoong sitwasyon ako naabutan ni manang. Nanginginig habang pilit na isinisiksik ang sarili sa kumot ko na alam ko namang kahit anong gawin ko ay hindi maiibsan ang lamig na nararamdaman ko."Ayos ka lang ba?" Manang asked but I can't answer her. She touches my head and run out of my room calling my husband's name."Dale! Dale. Dale ang taas ng lagnat ng asawa mo. Dale" pag tawag niya kay Dale. And after that
I wake up in my bed while my head is aching. I'm still cold but I can bear it now. I saw my husband was holding my hand habang naka office attire pa. I tried to wake him up but I ended up looking at him while sleeping. I look at my hand and found that I have an IV. I look around for any possible person near us but I couldn't see one.The door cracked and I saw manang walking inside having a tray on her hand. She look at me before smiling."Gising ka na. Buti naman. Isang araw kang tulog eh" aniya sa akin bago nilapag ang tray ng pagkain sa side table. She wake Dale's up in a slight way.Nakita ko ang pag angat ng ulo niya bago pumungas-pungas.I tried to sit up but I can't. Sobrang hirap umupo dahil sa sakit ng ulo ko. I hold my head when it spins but Dale help me out bago kinuha ang tray ng sopas at hinihipan iyon."I can eat alone" I told him kahit na alam ko sa sarili kong hindi ko kaya. Na masyado akong mahin
"Masaya ka bang naagaw mo na siya?" It was my mom who was with me in the house. Literal na binisita niya ako para lamang dito."Mom""Don't you dare call me mom. You're not my daughter""Kakambal niya ako so I'm your daughter too""You're not my daughter!" She shouted at me. You're not my daughter and you'll never be I don't like you. I don't want you!""Why?" I shouted at her, "Kasi naalala mo sa akin ang sarili mo. Naalala mo sa akin ang mga bagay na nangyari sayo. You should understand me because you've been there mom" I continue."I hate it. I hate it because one of my child do the same mistake I've done before. That your fucking love let you ended in that place. Hindi mo ba nakita ang nangyari sa akin. Your father don't want me!""And is that my fault? It's wasn't me mom it's you! We are working our marriage while you stop the time you got my father!" And there I receive a slap.But instead of of crying let my
I wake up in the morning feeling so tired. I tried to stand up but it hurts between my thighs. Halos umabot ako ng ilang oras para mag adjust dahil hindi ako halos makalakad. Sikat na sikat na ang araw pero nakahiga pa rin ako. Wala na si Dale sa tabi ko and malinis na rin ang paligid. I walk slowly and tried to look around but I didn't find anyone with me here. Tila Wala atang naiwan sa loob ng bahay. Ako na mismo ang pumasok sa kusina para pag silbihan ang sarili ko. I'm hungry.It was past 1 when I am finally done and I finally normalize my walk. Nakita ko na rin si manang na nag lalaba at ang iba pa niyang katulong na nag lilinis sa labas. Everything was so calm. Someone hug me from my back and rested his chin at my shoulder before kissing my ear."How's your sleep?" He asked me while swaying."It's fine. It's hurt. I was sore down there. I thought I can't stand up but I manage. You ramp my flower" I told him in whisper too. He chuckled bef
"You're a whore. How dare you. You are not my daughter"Sobrang sikip ng dibdib ko habang pilit na kinakalma ang sarili. I hate to look at myself who was so down now. I hate to think that I am no one again. I am that trash again. Why did they always ignore my side? I have my point of view too but why are they so blind to see what is mine. Doesn't it matter to them?"Love" I called him and try to reach him pero tinalikuran niya lamang ako at lumabas ng kwartong iyon. Mas lalo lamang akong umiyak habang patuloy na tinatanaw siya palabas ng kwarto ko.Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit."Love" I called him again. My voice cracked while I was pleading for him to look at me, " I thought you'll side me no matter what happened love? What happened to that promise? Are you breaking it?" I asked him. But he didn't responded. He didn't even look at me. But one thing makes him stop is that her mother's word at me.
I wake up in a room filled of fresh lillie's. A woman was holding me while a man was walking back and forth inside the room. I look around and saw no one except for this two. The room was different and so far from what I use to see when I am in an hospital. And everything I saw was nothing but a plain white. May benda ang kamay ko at may swero na nakakabit sa akin."Where I am?" Iyon agad ang tanong ko sa kanila ng makakuha ako ng lakas ng loob para mag salita."You're in a hospital honey. Oh gosh. I thought we hit you thanks God we didn't" the woman exaggerated what she was saying while holding my hand."You should!" I answered with no emotion while looking at the window. Masyadong mataas ang sikat ng araw habang maaliwalas ang langit. Walang pag babadya ang ulan at Wala rin ano bang malakas na hangin.The woman touch my hands before rubbing it gently. I look at her before looking back at the window."We can't.
"So when are you going back? The company needs you. I miss you" Mom asked me over the phone the next morning. Huminga muna ako ng malalim habang nakatingin sa mga bata na nag hahabulan sa sala."Did the company needs me that much mom?""No. The company was fine but I am requesting you to come back here because I miss the two and you too" aniya sa akin. I look at my nails before looking back at my babies."Okay okay. We will going back Mom" pag suko ko dito habang nakanguso pa. My mom chuckled before starting to plan my flight or what day should we go back. She even suggested that she'll going here para lamang sunduin kami. She was very happy. And I won't take that happiness always from her."So ako ang susundo sayo sa Saturday okay. Aba namiss kita. Sobra. I want to see the twin too running towards their Grandma" aniya sa akin bago ibinaba ang tawag. The two was still running and laughing. Iniwan ko silang ganun bago ako nag