Still in Love

Zyxhiaxy

People will say that every person deserves a second chance. It was easy to say, but that would never be easy for me to do. I grew up alone in life, and even though Mama was there, she didn't make me feel like her daughter.

If forgiveness is easy, why are so many people still unable to get past their past? If it were that easy, the hearts of many would be free. Is it that hard for others to understand that not everyone is capable of forgiveness?

I will admit that I have sinned once and asked for someone's forgiveness. Sometimes it was too difficult for me to do that, but now there is no more room in my heart for forgiveness.

My stone heart couldn't afford forgiveness. I want to see them cry in pain. I want to see them wrecked and miserable. I want to see them kneeling while their hands are clasped. I want to see them carry the pain that I inflicted.

"Zy, I hope you won't destroy the plan we made. It's not easy to get to where you are now. Do you think you can do it again if yo