Chapter 27

Apologies

There would be times that you can't handle the pain until you choose to give up. Sometimes, we could easily say that in order to survive the calamities, we should hold on our ground and trust Him.

How could I do that?

If the trust that I had been keeping since day one brought me not only into destruction but also in losing myself. In the process of trying to figure out His plans for me, I lost my way to come back and find myself again.

I didn't regret the time where I chose to entrust my future to Him but I regret thinking that he has a better plan for my life rather than giving me the most painful experience that a person can get and a lifetime pain that I don't think I would be able to heal.

I find a home and love in the person that in the first place, a stranger to me. He helped me to stand after I stumbled on a thick mud, he held my hand and supported my back when I felt like I was carrying the world on my thin body. He loves me as if I'm his own daughter, something that