chapter 45

Sebastian POV

I have been in the shower for almost an hour, the cold showers are ineffective, Mia was ineffective, trying to release myself using her images is ineffective. My desire has been on full display all night, I have never been shy about my needs however, today at the restraunt I was mortified at my bodies reaction and how I could not tame it. I brought Mia to the Agreste Hotels, spending an hour with her trying to relieve myself was unsuccessful. She no longer has the same effect, Hannah has ruined me for every other woman. I left her in the room next door, with her words still ringing in my mind,.

" You like her dont you?"

It annoyed my that it wasn't just my desire I had no control over anymore, but I had also lost control over my behavior. She had observed me at the restaurant and recognized this.

"i can't satisfy you, because you want her".

I had cut her off and before she thought I held feelings for her and informed her it was just Hannahs body that I required. But t