A Good Girl

DESTINY

The look on James’ face as he rushed past me scared me. I thought he’d been hurt, or someone had died, how pale and wild he looked. I wished he would talk to me, but I would never force him. I went to the kitchen to make some tea and took it into the living room. The house seemed too quiet and too empty today. I turned the television on, flicking through the programs but nothing interested me.

I was restless, wanting to know what had happened. Not being able to sit still I jumped off the couch and went outside to sit by the pool taking advantage of the mild weather. I took off my sandals and dipped my feet into the heated water. My mind kept going to my conversation with Jenna. So green it showed. Gosh, was it really that bad to be inexperienced? At least I have something to look forward to once I decide to give up my virginity to someone I loved and respected.

Daydreaming with my eyes closed, my feet dangling in the water and the sun baking my back I didn’t notice I wasn’t al