CHAPTER FOURTY

I was tense the entire time the next day. I did all my normal routines but at the back of my mind I couldn't forget that I would be seeing Jonathan later.

It was all I could think about, getting distracted while doing normal stuff. I honestly couldn't wait.

I struggled with what to wear later that evening. I was about to dress up earlier for the gym when I realised that I didn't want to wear what I normally did.

A track suit plus a vest inside. I contemplated for a long time because! I didn't want him to think I was dressing for him when I was actually dressing up for myself...not.

I finally went with my normal gym wear, nervous and anxious the whole time. I wasn't going to let any of it show though, the fact that I wasn't that kind of girl contributed to it. But also the fact that he would eat it up if he knew I had a silly crush on him.

I finally walked into the gym with my decision made. I was going to ignore him for as long as I could, I wouldn't let him think that he was gettin