Protect me?

"I didn't mean to say so, so forget it." I said to her laying down on my bed, I covered my body with my duvet and closed my eyes. Within seconds the duvet got pulled away from my body.

"Juliet I heard what you said correctly, and I will not forget it! so don't you even dare try to cover it up now and do not ask me to forget it?" Julia said towering high above me.

"What exactly do you want me to say? What exactly should I say to you Julia? Is it about how Jason made me fall in love with him and later on told me, it was just a plan of his... So the whole world wouldn't know that he's gay. How do you want me to tell you how embarrassed I felt, that yet again I got this deceived by another man! I was so happy, I was so freaking damn happy to finally rub it in you and mum's face, that I am indeed lovable and that a man can actually find me beautiful....." I had to slow down a bit and take in quick breath.

"I thought I had fin