Julian locked both doors in the room causing me to sigh and sit on the end of the bed that was behind me and he stalked a bit over towards me. “Are you sure you want to talk now” I ask looking down towards the ground and I hear him hum in response causing me to let out a sigh. “Do I even have the right to be upset?” he whispered, sounding a bit frustrated and I looked up to see him pacing back and forth across the room. “I’m sorry” I whispered and he shook his head. “That's the thing though Amara you don’t have anything to be sorry for” he said before turning to look at me and stepping closer “this situation is very complicated, and I can’t be mad at you if something like that happens so I’m sorry” he said and I felt surprised. He was apologizing to me, because of something I did, something I chose to do “my choice was my own Julian there is no reason for you to apologize to me” I replied looking at him surprised and shaking my head a bit. “I shouldn’t have reacted the way I did
“Get up” I heard a yell and I looked over at the end of the bed with tired eyes to see Link glaring at Julian who groaned and moved one of his arms up over his eyes “move” Link yelled stepping forward. Rolling away a bit I try to avoid the yelling as the bed shifts “you little shit” Julian grumbled after a loud bang pounding onto the floor a small bit of pain in his voice but the bed shifted down again and an arm wrapped around me and pulled me back into their chest. “I never get a turn” I heard Link whisper behind me and Julian scoffed in annoyment before I heard his footsteps stomp down to the door of my room. “Fucking bullshit” he growled out and I heard my door slam behind him and a laugh come from the living room, clearly enjoying Julains anger and rough wake-up this morning. “Good morning Link” I whispered and his face nuzzled more into my neck as he let out a small sigh. “Good morning baby” he whispered his voice a bit deep and he was clearly still tired, moving, I brought
“I’ll be back soon” I mimicked myself while pulling up to the school “well I fucking lie all the time anyway, whats one more” I shrugged a little annoyed, knowing that the guys would find the need to question me but all I wanted to do was lock myself away. Groaning at the thought I pulled into the parking space where I needed to be and turned off the car, the parking area was left in complete silence after that, barely even a buzzing sound from a light was heard. Checking the time I saw it was already around ten thirty, which meant they were all still probably awake waiting to question me about my disappearance and what it is I do for work. Avoiding could cause issues, but all I want right now is peace and quiet and a damn shower, reluctantly I get out of my car locking it behind me and begin my trek up to our dorm room. Dread filled my body after I made it up to the dorm and I stood outside looking at the door, I could just rush to my bedroom right? “I don’t know when she’s comi
“Amara get up” I heard a gruff voice causing me to groan and attempt to turn “Amara now” the voice bellowed and my body jumped in fear and I fell down onto the ground, the concrete roughly scraping against my body. I let out a groan, my hands moving to push me up and I felt the ache in my bones before looking around. I was in the room again, the plain white concrete walls surrounding me as I squint from the brightness. “I see you enjoy the upgrade” the man chuckled and I turned back, his tall stature was looming over my small frame, I felt tired, every part of me was filled with dread as I looked at him. “Well my dear niece, your father wished me to send you a happy birthday” he said with a smirk etching itself into his face. The look was almost inhuman and I pushed myself up off of the floor, my baggy, shredded clothing falling over my tatterned body. “Happy twelfth birthday honey” he said in a sickly sweet tone, the man in front of me was one I used to trust but over time everyt
“Schools in an hour and a half, everyone get up” I heard Jace yell out and then a bang in the kitchen “shit” I heard a grumble from out there and I winced as my alarm started to ring causing me to reach over and press the off button. “I don't want to” Ru grumbled and I laughed as he looked up at me with annoyance in his eyes. “Well, we have to and I need to get up, I’m hungry” I said with a small pout but he shook his head, his arms pulling me further into him in a tight grip and I fought back a smile that wanted to escape my lips. Moving my hand down I move it through his hair and I feel his body completely relax into mine. I never thought he’d ever want to be this close to me. Part of me wanted to rip it apart and destroy whatever trust he suddenly had in me but another part wanted to hold onto it while I could have it. Some day soon it would be gone and I would be on my own again, no feelings like this because they’ll be dead and I’ll be free and in complete and total control o
By the time lunch came around my mood had begun to drain but I still had some excitement for my literature class I would have after lunch. "Ready to go" Sofia asked and I nodded with a smile. "Yeah, but I'll meet you; I'm gonna use the restroom first" I said before walking off down the hall, stopping, I dropped my bag down onto the floor before walking to the sink and splashing some water on my face. Checking through and outside of the bathroom I find it secluded before I pick up my phone calling Jake "hey boss" I heard him say from the other side of the phone. "Have you found Alexander, and did you get what I sent you last night?” I asked not even fully greeting him and I heard a small laugh from the other end. "Wow straight to the point gotcha" he joked before I heard typing from the other end "I'll send you everything I have right now and Alexander is still MIA" he said and I let out a growl. "I'll call you in a few days when I get him" he stated confidently and I l took in a
"Hey" I said and Ella looked at me in surprise. "Who knew you'd be a cheerleader too" she said kinda excited before nudging Naomi who was looking off to the side next to her. "I don't wanna be here" Naomi stated and I laughed at how blunt and annoyed she looked. "I get that feeling" I stated and she brightened up a bit. "Thank god, you got forced into this too" she said and I nodded and Sofia gasped. "That makes a bit more sense" she said and then I let out a gasp this time in mock pain while I put my hand over my chest. "How mean" I said in a small voice causing them to laugh as they watched me before the coach walked in. "Girls, today you're getting your uniforms" she yelled out and I looked around a bit confused. "No tryouts" I ask and Naomi laughs. "Have you cheered before?" she asked and I let out a sigh. "A few years ago, please don't tell anyone" I said in a hushed tone, it was something my mother had forced on me and I hope none of those dreaded ass memories come bac
I was laying in my bed when Link stormed into my room causing me to sit up and stare at him in utter confusion. I hadn’t talked to any of them in the last few hours and for what I knew most of them had left talking about getting dinner and setting up a movie tonight. Honestly I didn’t know anyone had stayed home, but here he was staring at me now “I thought about what you said” he stated and my eyebrows furrowed, what exactly was this dude going on about right now. “And you know what I’d like to say I know you quite a bit just without you realizing” his voice came out defensive and I just nodded slowly. “Alright” I whispered and he threw his arms up. “That’s all I get” he exclaimed and I laughed, genuinely at the annoyance on his face “you know we never spend time together anymore” he said and I went silent. “You have a point” I said, nodding a bit and he hummed, nodding a bit and starting to pace back and forth in front of my bed once again “Link calm down” I said softly while w