Chapter 78 - Love Yourself

Ezra went silent again. It's no surprise since what I'm saying isn't something ordinary people would do. "Now, do you still not find me disgusting?" I couldn't help but ask. 

"I will never find you disgusting. Instead… I feel like you should stop doing that, but I'm not in the position to say anything." 

I already know that. Even my parents are saying that to me. "It's too late now." 

"Why?"

I gulped. "I feel like I wouldn't be able to survive if I stop doing that. Wearing girls' clothing makes me feel alive, and being Lia helps me wear those things as her. It's weird, but that's the only thing that could calm me." 

"Then why not wear it without pretending to be Lia? It's only clothes. There's nothing weird with wearing whatever you want." Ezra said. "So what do you say? Do you want to come back to the team?" 

Sometimes I